boring bgtech time

I wake up early enough to prepare myself for a heavy day, getting use of my boring life. hmmm? same routine, same topic and same scenario. nakakapagod no? nakakasawa, ang tamlay ng buhay ko.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

Your Hidden Talent

You have the power to persuade and influence others. You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around. The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it. Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!

The Quick and Dirty Career Test

Your Career Personality: Caring, People-Oriented, and Competent

Your Ideal Careers: Esthetician Massage therapist Nurse Pediatrician Personal assistant Personal coach Personal trainer Preschool teacher Volunteer coordinator Wedding planner

teacher nanaman...daaah? parang tanga! wedding planner... yap dream ko yan soon to be...

What Should You Be When You Grow Up?

You Should Be a Teacher

You are patient, optimistic, and good at explaining things. You work well with all types of people, and you are a good role model. Success and positive outcomes are extremely important to you. You are both a good leader and instructor. People look up to and depend on you. You do best when you: - Can see the results of your work - Are able to teach someone a new skill You would also be a good nurse or non fiction writer.

Teacher? duh... alam ko nung bata gusto kong maging teacher pero ngayon? duuhhh..hahaha writer? always.

What Should You Major In?

Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking

You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal. You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk. You should major in: Philosophy Music Theology Art History Foreign language

What's Your Personality Type?

You Are An ISFP

The Artist You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now). You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children. Simply put, you enjoy beauty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life. Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs. In love, you are quiet and sweet yet very passionate. You love easily. You have an underlying love for all living things, and it's easy for you to accept someone into your heart. At work, you do best in an unconventional position. You express yourself well and can work with almost anyone. You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer. How you see yourself: Sympathetic, kind, and communicative When other people don't get you, they see you as: Incompetent, insecure, and overly sensitive

Would You Do Anything For Love?

You Would Do Most Things For Love

You are willing to go pretty far for love - but not far enough to compromise your core values. Love is a priority for you, and you'll go further than most people to hold on to someone you love. But killing for love? Or even taking a bullet? Probably out of the question. No matter what, you love yourself the most!

my name's hidden meaning

What Ronette Jay Bondoc Means

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

our true love's name

Your True Love's Name Is

Chad V.

Pwede na..hahaha kapangalan nung baby ko..haha ung ginawa kong name for my baby pero pinalitan ko na

Your True Love's Name Is

Jared O.

joy: sosyal!hahaha cholo na lang joke

Your True Love's Name Is

Nicholas R. bebe: pasaway ang nicholas mo.. artista ha? Your True Love's Name Is Paul G. baby: paul ha? hahaha

my french name

Your French Name is:

Elle Michel

What's your love type?

Your Love Type: ISTP

The Mechanic In love, you are exciting, alluring, and definitely hard to catch. For you, sex is physical and sensual - but not romantic or emotional. Overall, you are confident, fun, and optimistic. However, you tend to also be flighty and overly private. Best matches: ESTJ and ENTJ

do you need a man

You Don't Need a Man, but You Want One!

You like having a guy in your life, and overall, you prefer not to be single. You won't go out with a guy out of desperation.. you rather be alone. However, when you're single, you do tend to obsess a little over dating. Because no matter how good your single life is, it's better with a great guy around.

blood type

Your Inner Blood Type is Type A

You seem cool and collected, though a bit shy. You are highly driven and a perfectionist, but that's a side you keep to yourself. Creative and artistic, you are a very unique person who doesn't quite fit in. People accept you more than you realize, seeing you as trustworthy and loyal. You are most compatible with: A and AB Famous Type A's: Britney Spears and Hilter

Belated Happy valentine's day everyone

First and foremost, i'd like to thank everyone na nakasama ko kahapon and kay ate paw, di kita makakalimutan at lasdt may nagbigay ng chocolate sa akin sa araw ng mga puso.hahaha

It's been how many days or months since the last time i cry. Crying out much pain i want to release and saying whatever comes across my mind that seems to be painful as ever. Laughing is never welcome. Silence kills me little by little. Talking is like a therapeutic massage that lessens tension and depression. I'm HURT. Why? I really don't know. I just felt growing up seems to get colder and colder. I get tired and want to give up. I hardly see the reason of going on. I can't think of something to do whole God give me so much time. How will i go on without knowing where to go?

I'll be happy if anyone of you guys finally have someone to cry on. Not thinking my own happiness, i really love to see everyone grow old with someone to hold your hand. Life isn't fair right? Time table? ddduuuhhh? That one doesn't exist. It's more of doing and knowing what you like. 10 times left out? hahaha at least getting better i assume. I have to go on, i don't have any choice but to move forward. Let me see A year after. Is it gonna be the usual day?

Pain kills my hope
Crying seems to be the last option
Thinking what happened yesterday
Is like killing myself over and over agan

I hope one day I'll be okay
Without thinking who I am the next day
Getting tired of having the same old day
Makes me question what really missing about being I am

I love having them
But time seems too short
That having time with them is a waste of time
Not because it's unworthy
But because we're up to too many responsibilities

I get tired of waking up
I felt lost sleeping in the evening
Ihate being ALONE
But that's the only time to know myself better

Dreaming my life for the next 10 years
Left 10 times to my old mates
Giving myself 10 reasons why I'm 'you know'
Is like declaring MUST why God let us go on while giving things up.

i live by the BASKETBALL rule

"tulad ng basketball, sa life mahirap ang laban. Minsan, kailangan pang mag-crossover para malusutan ang kalaban. Wag kang mag-alala... andito ako teamate mong mapapasahan. At nasa ilalim si GOD... Handang rumebound at maasahan"

It's true, life is like basketball, minasan mahirap pero masayang laruin. Friend, i'm a teammate, someone you can turn to whenever you can't look for someone to play the game with. But remember that for every lose God stays with you holding a towel to wipe your sweat. God gives loses in life not because he doesn't love you that much but because he wants you to learn something you need to learn in our own game.

"Life does live by the rules of basketball. You have to be careful so you don't turn the ball over, you have to take it aggressively to get a higher percentage shot, you hav to pass it when you are heavily defended, you have to have the courage to take the shot, the ball is never gonna go in if you don't shoot it, and most of all, don't be settled playing their game, you have to make them play yours"

play yours! it's hard but learning to do your own game makes your life like nobody does own. Try to be aggressive yet be careful in doing and choosing things. complicated? that's life... Everything in this world is complicated. No one will know such thing not until you're into it.Walang sagot sa tanong na hindi man lang tinatangkang gumawa ng solusyon. Just keep in mind that in this world, risks are worth taking.

"Sa liga ng buhay, 'di mawawala ang fouls, minsan mtetechnical pa tayo sa inis. sa team may darating at aalis, pero tandaan mo ilang seasons man ang dumaan, kasama mo ako hanggang sa huling LABAN"

Sa pagdaan ng panahon marami tayong narerealize. Maraming fouls tayong nagagawa minsan below the belt pa nga. May aalis dahil sa ibang priorities, may darating din di man kagaya nang umalis para sapat na para sandalan at hingahan. guys, our games have different end game story but always remember that i'm willing to be your substitute when you're too tired just dribbling. Wether you're winning or not, I'll be shouting out loud for you to feel life's game is easy as counting 1,2,3..

Single means US(febuary fever)hahaha sorry

8 things a perfect guy would do:

1. Know how to make you smile when you're down
2. Always give you a goodnight kiss even when friends are watching
3. Know the perfect time to hold your hand
4. Be funny, but know when he needs to be serious
5. React so cutely when you hit him and it acting really hurt
6. Stare at you when he thanks you don't notice
7. Gets a little jealous sometimes but know he's the onlyone you want
8. Drive 5 hours just to see you for an hour or wait for an hour just to spend 5 minutes with you

Wish us luck guys...hahaha well things are okay at this point of time except for the fact na a little bit incomplete.despite the fact na may mahigit sa sampong dahilan tayo kung bakit di tayo attach or worst never magiging attach(sad) still 1 percent mean right.hahaha

"tatanggapin na lang ba. ang malupit na tadhana. o kaya'y tatanggapin na lang. na ako'y sadyang hindi pinagpala. tigilan na ang drama. punasan na ang luha" from mojofly's song... this song fit us talaga. hahaha funny no. happy valentine's day guys. i love you all. Darating din ang para sa atin at panahon na 'yon we're contented about who we are. Boys are not an answer actually they're headaches.hahaha bitter. well we don't deserve those kind of boys, we deserve the best.hahaha(mangarap... sa panaginip lang yun)

feeling heartbroken

‘You deserve someone better’

-no one seems better than the person you really love. Di makatarungang palusot ang gasgas na linyang ito para makalaya at makakita ng bago.

‘It’s not you, it’s me’

-konsyensyahin ka pa? tama ba un? Naku ha… boys really know how to hurt girls. Tsktsk

‘masaya na siya gugulohi ko pa ba?’

-girl you’re so martir… maraming guys out there. Di lang siya ang lalaki sa mundo para pasakitin ang ulo mo kakaisip. Hayaan mo siyang maging masaya after all It’s his CHOICE.

‘Friends na lang tayo’

-parang ang hirap tanggapin na kaibigan mo lang ung taong minsan you dream to be with. Pero ito na siguro ung pinaka-consolation prize rather ending things up NOTHING.

‘I just wanna see you HAPPY’

-I used to say this stupid line.grr bakit girls used in minding others without thinking they deserve to be happy.hmmm girls talaga oo, minsan tanga…hahaha(I’m one of them ba?)

‘Ayaw na kitang masaktan, Go on… you deserve someone better.’

-tulad din ito nung nauna pinahaba lang…hahaha well may dagdag pakonsyensya.hahaha

‘Kasama mo ako,kahit sa panahong din a ako ang MAHAL mo’

-may guy pa bang magsasabi nito.well I don’t. girl? Marami pang martir that’s why guys are really lucky girls are created to understand and learn.hmmm swerte niyo ha…

‘We’re not meant to be’

-naniniwala pa ba ako sa meant to be? Ewan ko ba…

‘I’m willing to catch all the pain just to see you smile again’

-well pa-corny effect lang ito ng mga guys no? di ako naniniwala sa mga kakornihan nilang di naman nakakatawa. They just let use feel happy for a month and the rest months are like nightmare.

‘handa pa rin akong magpakilala muli sa’yo’

-hay naku guys ha sobra na talaga kayo sa kakornihan pero may point din kasi di naman nangangahulugang nagpapakilala means mahal ka pa right?

‘I’m cofuse and I need some time to find myself’

-I think this line is for us GIRLS. Sometimes we just realize having someone won’t mean complete. Sometimes loving our own self is the greatest reward life has.

‘We’re too different for each other’

-how different? Diba sabi nila difference doesn’t mean ending. May chance pa kung tatanggapin niyo lang ang mga difference. This line is clearly an excuse para di ka masaktan sa line na ”I don’t love you anymore”.

‘I need space’

-gasgas na ‘to guys.grr nakakabingi…find some other excuse…

‘kung talagang tayo kahit san sulok ng mundo magtatagpo tayo’

-we’re two different people at that time definitely. You’re no longer a boy but a guy and I’m no longer a girl but a grown up lady.

‘minahal kita ng sobra, kahit hindi mo ‘yon nakita’

-shocks sapul…well matagal na un. Sometimes we have to look stupid to learn who we really are right?

‘atleast ginawa ko lahat para sa’yo’

-convincing yourself or others? Hahaha well sometimes we end up convincing ourselves na hindi tayo ang may mali pero di natin naalala na ang relationship is a partners job, if one doesn’t do his part everything fail.

‘I’m still not over’

-siguro Ito ung pinaka malupit na sumpa sa ating mga girls. We had a hard time getting over.hai poor we are

‘I love you but I wish I never learned to’

-regret? I don’t think we should felt this one after all it’s our choice.

TUESDAY(JANUARY 29, 2008)

Hidden disappointment

Kept asking my why’s

But answers seem too far

I keep praying ‘HOPE’ stays

Alone : c Answers to questions are hard to find. I thought life itself is HARD but I’m wrong. Only people choose hard, only I make things look wrong. I once said I’m CINDERELLA without knowing who she really is. Prince charming… funny remembering how I define ‘life’ back then. Innocent yet there are points I just realize now. Kids do know life’s challenges; kids are too excited to learn how come growing up seems to be a night mare.

I’m afraid to feel alone, insecure and unworthy. Life now is like looking back yesterday and trying to move on at the present day. Life indeed is a cycle; you’re criticize by others and understand by your family. Wrongs are always wrong, no one disagree with that fact but wrongs have its right reason of existence. Life is a world tour wherein you choose between famous landmark or simple paradise. Our life is a history… One day it will be written and becomes a book, can I view my own summary? ‘Ang sarap maging bata’, ‘Ang sarap ng buhay estudyante’ One day I’m going to miss those times and I’ll definitely remember this day I write. Growing up is like changing clothes and choosing things. It’s risky, unpredictable and never been so sure. Nothing in this world are sure I do believe.

Minsan kailangan kong mapag-isa

Isipin ang bukas nang di alam kung sinong kasama

Balikan ang nakaraan nang parang kahapon lang

At ipagpatuloy ang buhay nang puno ng pag-asa

I can’t get things back but I still can correct what’s wrong. God wants best for me and for everyone. Being loved by everyone was proven to be one of the healing medicines. I choose who I am right now; no one was given the right to question me for being me. I’m not perfect, never been right and definitely not someone. I’m just me: simple yet confuse. What’s next after this?

Isipin ko mang ako’y malakas

Tao nga lang ako na pipili

Nang kung ano ako pagdating ng bukas

At saan ako pagkatapos ng pagpili

Ayokong isipin ako’y mahina

Ngunit walang magawa kundi umasa

Sana’y ako’y isang higit pa sa ako

Na sa pagdaan ng panaho’y mawawalan ng taong mahal ko

Mag-isa kong aalamin

Ang bahagi ng pagkatao ko

Di kalian man matatanggap

Kung ‘di ako magpapaka-ako

‘di ang katalinuhan ang sukatan ng pagkatao

O ‘di kaya’y saang lugar na ang iyong narrating

Sapat nang ika’y natutong kumilala

At magpatawad sa mga taong minsan kang nasaktan

Walang perpektong mundo para sa tulad ko

Di hadlang ang pagbabago at handa sa pagbabago

Simpleng bukas kasama ang simpleng pangarap

Na sa huli tayo’y magkakasama ng mapayapa

Ayokong isipin ang katapusan

Di dahil takot akong lumisan

Kundi dahil alam kong kinabukasan

May sagot sa aking mga katanungan