VALENTINE'S DAY SPECIAL

DREAM OF REALITY

Blessed one knows waiting

Have everything yet willing

Egoistic but take time listening

Not just through saying but more on acting

You look beautiful without make-up

You look sexy wearing jeans and shirt

You look lovely laughing out loud

You're his inspiration all day and night

He loves youre compliment

Proud to say, "You're Mine"

Holds your hand when you feel unease

Kiss you gently and say goodnight

Stay calm when you shout

Says "it's okay" though you mess out

Smiles about the fact that you're innocent

Share his life of best and worst

Time seems not enough

Dreams are too much

Love is hardly define

Yet both fnd space then compromise

Forever looks reality

Magic shared equally

In love completely

Say "YES" happily

Love is complicated

Yet willing to feel loved

Not just for a moment

But it's a lifetime commitment

A loveless valentine's day is fast approaching yet looking forward for a date with my friends i use to be with.hmmmm(simple eat lang) 18 years not receiving anything from anyone.haha [lonely] not really.kidding asid, i feel a bit sad knowing a dream will never be a reality. "in God's time", yes, i use to remid myself god knows the right time. I'll just enjoy having myself for a moment, happy naman ako right(convincing?). Basta nandiyan LAHAT sila okay na. No one can ever replace EVERYONE naman eh. Hindi naman kailangan malungkot eh, perfect naman ang lahat.hahaha Chibog lang ang katapat.hahaha

On my own

I once asked by my sister this striking and alarming question, “masaya ka pa ba? Ano ba’ng gusto mo?”

No one heard me scream about those things I’d made unless in a situation I’m trap. As much as possible I don’t want anyone to see me as weak as the real me. Pretender but I do have valid reason why to do so. Hearing her asked that question made me asked myself ‘saan na ba talaga ako nakapunta? Did those places and experiences made me know myself?’

MASAYA

I don’t know the real reason of this word’s existence. Hard cause I never had felt real one happiness. Incomplete and unsatisfied. Imperfect and weak.

Simple lang ang gusto ko, ang mapasaya kayo through my simple thoughts and action’s of appreciation. I really don’t need anything from you but a solid trust and a little bit care that comes from your heart. Minsan nakalungkot isipin na kulang ako but at one part I realize being complete is never a solution. Kung issue ng pagiging kontento ang pag-uusapan I’m so vocal about the fact that I’m really contented in terms of existence and blessings. I don’t intend to ask GOD’S power and decision.

Looking back, trying to answer the question ‘saan na ba ako nakapunta’, I’m a simple girl with unique existence (because I have my twin sister) dreamed big about future. Remembering those times I talk about who’ll going to me ten years from now make me laugh about dreams are sometimes unreachable. Dreams do changes. Dreams come to priorities. Sad memories, uneven situation, lonely times and other realities in life I’d prove to be one of life’s ingredients. Crying serves to my other half, and up to now I really to don’t get the reason of crying knowing nothing will change. I hate myself for making those questions an issue. I hate knowing I really have to face the TRUTH.TRUTH will never change unless I have accepted those painful dreams. Mahirap but I need to. Hindi literal ang paglalarawan ko ng dami ng napuntahan ko pero remembering those places with my so-called treasures is one part of my life I called blessings.

God loves me so much!
Words of wisdom…
Words that keeps me felt on track…

‘Ano ba talaga ang gusto ko?’, a question keep bouncing inside my ears. I don’t know! Funny no? Hindi ko talaga alam. One thing is for sure, I wanna be successful! I wanna help and be an inspiration. I wanna be better person and good for everyone. Magulo no? What to do? I can’t figure out the thing I WANT. What makes me happy, satisfy and proud. Maybe I’ll take the need one on my priorities.

I’m blessed with so much in life. The fact that I’m still surviving despite blank wants and undirected target, there’s something in store for me out there. It’s not now, maybe tomorrow.

QUIZBOX RESULT

From :http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

RESULT:

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.