i badly want 4 tickets

hahaha sa sunday na!

Officially UAAP season 71 starts on JULY 5!

pero hindi ung ticket for july 5 ang gusto, of course the ticket i badly wanted is on JULY 6! sana makakuha kami ng magandang seat...hahaha yon lang ung wish ko for our birthday. speaking of our birthday i want to thank every friend who remember our DAY hahaha thanks guys.

dalaawa lang ang wish ko:

1 - alam na nung mga nakakaalam un... simple lang diba?haha alam niyo na yun guys

2 - 4 ticket for july 6 game. hahaha

ang simple lang ng mga wish ko right?

special thanks to bebe... love you girl...haha

19 years

Since i was 16 i started writing something before my birthday comes and it serves as the list of things i've been through for the whole year. I'm about to turn 19 and i'm up to so much in my life. In terms of how my life goes on, nothing change aside to the lessons i've learn and achievements i've earn. This whole letter will be more of how thankful i am for all the glory days god shared with me. I've lost things which means to me but the people stayed never fail to show me what's life after losing. I failed the people who i value the most but they never close any door to understand and listen. They show me how lucky i am disregarding material wealth. They are my real treasure as well as my laughters which i consider the best moment of my life. God is good at all times despite i doubt his decisions. Thanks for being my everything. Thanks for making me the best of what i can be. You've show me the two sides of life that i clearly differentiate. I may not be the perfect or best person you've created to shower blessings yet you show how giving person you are. Despite those times i'm upset or more likely depress about how you manipulated our life, i never release my hand holding yours. I'm up to what you can offer but pardon me if at one or more times i become the worst of who i am. I won't give excuses because i don't find excuses reasonable. God, thanks for giving me every single things i have right now though i don't get the point of others irresponsibility. The most person i like to give my biggest thanks of all my life is my mom and dad. They're the best person i have. They never stop giving the best for me. As i decide things for my own good, they become my strength because they never stop trusting. They are my inspiration for every morning i wake up. I may fail most of their expectation, still they love me unconditionally. I admit my mistakes, i accept their blame, i understand their depression and i sincerely want to say how sorry i am for not being the best as what i should be. I'm going to offer everything i have for the best people god shared to me. Thanks.

You saw me from worst to best, from weakest to strongest and from simple to complicated. I know i'm not perfect but you let me be part of your life. We become better each struggles we'd encounter, the laughter we remember forever, to pain we heal and forget. Though sometimes i let you felt less of who you are, i hope you get my point of letting you feel so. I may decide something that hurts you, i sincerely want to give my sorry at those times. You're part of my life that become special each day. Thanks for imparting things and i hope you learn something from me as well. As a sister, i won't stop learning things in life. Don't forget that life is not just about good things, it's about losing a nice game and trying to work a messed life. I'm not existing in your life for nothing. You know me well enough and i thank you for accepting me whole heartedly.

I may be sensitive for others, strong for someone, lucky for some but i can't deny that once i become others think i am. I just wish you'll continue showering things, understanding everything and loving me. You know how much i suffer, i just hope that time will soon comes. I won't stop believe for impossible for our life is about making things possible. I have change some point in my life but i can assure that i'm still the person you once knew.

Birthday wish? Few years ago, i keep praying someone to come my way, but this year will different, i wish my dream will come true. As for those people who knew me well, you know what my dream is. I keep praying for that to happen as early as possible, forgetting what's my usual wish. Hay sana.

enough of cinderella story

Pbb was been purely entertainment for every filipino people. I won't deny the fact that the current pbb edition was a disappointment to me. Some dismay me from watching the reality show because of an early disappointment as the new housemates were introduced.

Pbb is not a charity show. I wanted to believe with this description of what pbb was been for but last night fails the chance of the show to regain it's essence. I won't buy the reason. I'm not going to accept any explanation.

As i watch the show for the sake of entertainment, i see someone to be the best instrument to do changes. Politics never change as well as the filipino mentality and i'm really upset. I'm convince that we, filipinos, don't like changes thats why here we are, suffering from our own mistakes. Robi domingo, one of the housemates, is really a true example of the modern man. He's been consistent. As for others he's perfect but for me he's the real definition of perfect. Having everything yet willing to be the best person. True blue like royal status says, 'this is what we're compose of that's why we're here'. It's not because someone's needed it more than the others, he may consider to get the second best. This says, filipinos are not up to changes. Not because he's perfect it doesn't mean he don't deserve to be winner. I believe that the show wants to help but helping has it's own boundary. Someone's to be a winner because he deserves to be not because he's best to be the next gerald anderson or piolo pascual as i believe the show is for sharing the real filipino story not a talent search.

Some shout how tired they are to fairy tale story but others stick with the same old story. It just show what will happen to this promise land for the next 5 and more years. I hope others will realize this old mistakes that have been the heaviest problem of this country.

As for the pbb stuff, look for some criticism, analyze this mistakes that affects the filipinos mentality. As pbb belong to public sector, it should show the best of it's best. Shows are not just for entertainment alone but more of showing the real changes that affect not just one life but everyone. I won't deny that dreaming will be endless as ejay falcon is the living proof but show some solid proof guys. This country need changes as robi domingo can break the wall that was been unbreakable since ages. The wall that seperates poor to rich, sad to happy and worst to best. He's the real status symbol that says, having everything doesn't mean it's the end thus it should be the start of showing what you've made of to be who you are right now. Try to satisfy the show convincingly, as the hosts keep saying, ang tunay na kwento or ang karapatdapat, that says what pbb is all about. I've read comment scattered to every page of the internet and seeing those comment made me think what does a real filipinos are. I believe that this show will break others hope, the hope from the society who are aware of the real meaning of karapatdapat, the first solution of our country's poverty, the effects of changes and the real passion of sharing. The show should not seperate an atenean from lasallian as well as stop intimidating rich from poor. Convince me that pbb is not for less fortunate one that those well of are just use for business aspect of the show.

Para kanino ba ang pbb? Para sa tao nangangarap? Sa taong gustong maging ehemplo? Sa taong gustong ipakita ang kakayahan ng kung ano ang bawat tao? O sa taong madrama ang buhay?

Ano ba ang kahulugan ng karapatdapat? Ang taong sumisimbolo ang katatagan ngunit kayang magpakumbaba. Ang taong marunong kumilala ng ibang mundo at ibahaga ang kakaibang mundo. Ang taong hindi nagpapasindak sa mundo mapaglaro. Ang taong kayang patunayan ang kanyang sarili sa harap ng maraming manunuod pero mas sa mga tao kumikilala ng tunay na karapatdapat. Ang taong kayang patunayan na hindi ang estado ng buhay ang batayan ng isang pagkatao kundi ang utak na kayang umunawa at ang puso handang matuto. Ang karapatdapat ay ang taong kayang hikayatin ang marami sa mga kabataan ngayon na may mundo pa higit sa kasikatan at kayamanan. Ang mundong hindi sumusukat ng dami at lawak meron ang isang nilalang, ang mundo'y sinusukat ang kakayahan maging tao para sa kapwa tao gaano man kataas ang narating.

This is a wake up call for everybody. Show viewers that reality shows are for everyone who deserves great reward not just for someone who badly needed a reward.