lately i'm inlove watching prince and me and this is the result

Can i ever love someone like bella does loved Edward? Can i give up things the way paige did for edvard? Can i be as strong as Jaime for Landon?

I doubt about it. They loved so strong that i don’t see myself sacrificing everything for the sake of love. I wanna see myself love so deeply but i have the feeling of asking myself’s ability. I loved myself enough but the question is, will that be enough to share it to someone else?

Staying to someone else side no matter what, is not easy to promise. There’ll be something that comes along the way that can change someone’s mind. If that time will come, someone will surely hurt and worst you’ll feel the deepest pain of losing everything. Being at someone’s success is an immeasurable happiness and being with someone’s failure is equally as painful to someone who failed. It sounds crazy offering an unconditional thing to someone who’s strange. It sounds dangerous trusting someone you barely knew. But in the name of love, things are totally different. There’s a force that makes you do the most impossible thing you thought you can’t. Even at the end, you’re not sure if things will turn on your way. Even without the assurance of an everlasting love and happiness.

Changing everything just for someone is not a good idea. I mean, enjoying the way my life goes on then shift things just to please someone? Do i think it’s worth it? No one can answer it in the most proper way. As everyone says, in love there is no right or wrong nor true or false. It’s about how someone learned from it. Loving is the most complicated thing in this world, everyone can agree with it. But it is the most priceless feeling a person can ever feel, no one can deny it. I wish everything is like a fairy tale, the movies i watched with an endless happiness in the end. A love story that have only a happy ending with unconditional love and support around that can say life is so perfect. I would most likely to wakeup seeing the world full of love and understanding, no more worries of pain and suffering. I just wish life is that easy, with happy endings, with everlasting love, fair exchange and lifetime companion.

Reality is about making it against obstacles and suffering. It’s about accepting defeats and the next thing you need to do is moved on. The best thing about our life is despites being unfair; there’ll be no other way but to learn from.

in between

despite deadlines there's still a goodnews that just received. i'm just so happy to receive the offer letter from SOUTH BANK INSTITUTE. I just read the mail from ms. abi and i'm so thankful to her, my counselor for being so accommodating. The letter wipe the worries in my mind right now. way to go before finishing this sem!

how to break a 12 straight win

It was a heart breaking lost for the lady tamaraws spikers after winning 3 straight came from 2-0 deficit. It was FEU's last game in second elimination and the bad side of losing this game is that their confidence going to semi-finals might be affected. The last game obviously showed how DLSU adjusted from their last match where FEU win from 2-0 deficit. The lady tamaraws are obviously not on their mind set to match the confidence and determination of lady archers. Santos of lady archers really dominated the game, defense and offense, she proved how veteran she was on the court. Despite the idea that they are the defending champion, the team should forget elimination then focus to the upcoming semi-final.The tamaraws need to bring back the confidence for them to defend the uaap volleyball title.

happy valentine's day 'power four'(hiram na salita from bebe)

For all the singles girls out there, chill out and have fun! There's a right time for each of us, let's just learn to be patient to wait!

Last febuary, i create the most numbered blog through out the year but this year it's different. I'm just so happy that i made new things this valentine's day. Though there's no concrete plan to our valentine's date with friend(nakakainis maging busy right?) i'm looking forward to spend time chilling out with you guys. For the years i've learn celebrating this event, the first thing that comes to my mind is, 'i'll be with my family or with friends' enjoying the food like the usual get outs.

Valentine's day nanaman, malungkot pag naiisip mo but later on ang saya ng feeling na hindi ka pressured to do plan, think of unique gifts etc. To my dearest friends: It will be another cold valentine's day for us but girls, we can enjoy this event like lovers do. Just enjoy being single and ready to mingle(hahaha)! I love you girls and happy Valentine's day i'm looking forward going to party with you!

nakakatuyo ng utak

hay... feeling ko drain na drain na ako. up to now wala pa rin akong course(ang hirap talaga ng part na ito). btw, thanks Kam for a wonderful congration tribute(http://kam022890.multiply.com/journal/item/23/am_PROUD_of_u_JAY?replies_read=1) you wrote from me, it was one of the sweetest words to know, thanks ulit. The best part is tapos na ang midterms but the bad part, i don't have the free cut for my lit class(tsktsk). Valentine's day is fast approaching yet plans are not as concrete as before, ang daming bawal gawin,haahha. I just realize that this valentine's day is not as lonely as before kahit pa wala pa rin pero parang feeling i am love(X10) more.hahhaha. i just feel bless kahit pa hindi madali ung mga pinaggagagawa ko ngayon i know sooner or later it will pay off. i love every single people who's constantly expressing how i'm important and being love by them. thanks guys! baby, please, magparamdam ka naman, i badly misses you SOBRAAAA! btw, last wednesday, we're like a millionaire. again happy birthday GEDZ. thanks sa libre though hindi ka namin kasama. the best part of WEDNESDAY is, the conversation na siguro isa sa mamimiss ko ng sobra-sobra. guys, you'r one of the few people na sobrang hindi ko kaya kung wala kayo. i owe you one part of me and i love each of you and i MEAN it. hai san na napunta ang blog na ito. i was just looking for course tapos san-san na napunta. btw, gusto kong magpasalamat sa ff people:

• MOM AND DAD - thanks for being supportive. kaya ko, alam ko you believe in me kaya sobrang thankful ako sa trust na binibigay niyo saakin. i owe you my life. thanks sa lahat-lahat!
• JOY - hi sis, ang aking business representative. thanks for convincing mom to accept my proposal. ikaw yung nag-open ng door and i thank you for giving me a chance to fulfill my dream. thank you so much!
• BEBE and BABY - the most wonderful creature na ibinigay saakin ni GOD. we're not the sweetest BFF in the world but hey we honestly love each one through worst and obviously best. Salamat ng maraming-marami kundi sa mga good words of encouragement hindi siguro ako magiging confident sa sarili ko. thank you for the unconditional things you shared to me.
• KAM - we might not talk most often as we wish and i honestly love the effort na mag catch up pag may time. thank you so much. you've gave me 100 pound extra confidence.hahaha i wish you all the best and see you SOON
• TITA ARNI AND TITO RAYMOND - salamat sa lahat ng naitulong niyo. you'll be my family as well more than tita and tito but my mom and dad. thanks for embracing me and trusting me. salamat ng sobra - sobra. i can't put into words kung gaano ako sobrang thankful. i'll see you soon

this are just the people who became part of this journey, my journey and i thank god for giving each of you in my life.

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CONGRATS TO ME!

i made it though there's a little bit change need but at least i'm one step forward. I don't know how to express how happy i am and the only thing i can say it "WHOOOO". It's a big relief on my part. Thank God for putting everything in front of me. Sana tuloy-tuloy na. btw, thanks to my parents, sister, lola, my aunt and tito ray for being part of this happiness and giving me solid support. super thank you sa inyong lahat. ang to my friends na alam ko never fail to pray salamat ng marami sa inyo. thanks for every single thing you give to make things so perfect. i love you guys. my big hugs for each of you. mwuahmwuah