ENOUGH

Forget the fact that i once suffer, ask God for my importance. Who's the real me? life simplicity is very complicated. For every turn there's a unique twist. Can't imagine how i continuously battling for my own survival. Life is such a magic. It's something that is complicated to work with but through experience and gained lessons, things are so ordinary.

I used to think being good is enough. I may not be like an angel but i'm sure of the fact that i never use to step on someone's life. I do have mistakes, had faults and other side of me is like an evil mind. I accept the reality that i'm just a HUMAN. Having those mistakes make me realize the real meaning of friendship. Friends are some what like a treasure that you keep and shares to others. Despite distance and priorities you remain to be who you are infront of her/him. You accept those faults others may not understand. You may not be complete but for her you're perfectly enough. A friend that may not be at your side a lot of times but hold your hand to those down moment of your life. My Friends that i'll constantly love and treasure as my life walk through my path.

I cry for some reason, Ask something i don't have clue how to answer and do something others does in times of boredom. my heart once suffer from loneliness. Asks myself how i'll look for someone who's not existing. Though i'll admit that things do change daily but there's something in me that i think it's constant without explanation.

Pretending is some what my expertise. I never notice the fact that i sometimes do the scape-goat thing in my life. I do believe in some history from the past, like things just do revolve. Maybe at thise point, my life deals with my own personal problem but time goes by i'll may deal with problems accompanied by others feeling. Am i ready?

I have deal with analyzing things in life, working things while being into god's arm and hear some whisper that god shares to me. Being who i am is not a BIG DEAL but having me in your life is one thing you have to FIGURE OUT. I felt i'm complete as a person but being empty is one thing i consider. Giving up didn't miss to cross my mind. But having that space to think and weigh things, I still fight. Crying is one factor i consider to release that negative idea in my mind. I'm a strong person for i believe i should always be. I'm brave creature thats why i face my mistakes with acceptance. I continiously look and stand. Acceptance is a must and moving on is a key to stand. I felt good at this point of time, not because i'm complete but because i'm empty and ready to fill that empty space of my life!

long way to imagine

i've been in my most crucial stage of my life and i hope i'm taking it little by little to answer those confusing stage of my life. Guys, you've hold my hand exactly the way it must be. You've stay perfectly in times i really need someone to lean on.Thanks for inspiring and for keep believing.

Napakahabang linggo ito para saakin.Nakakapagod pero go go para rin. Sorry sa mga nadamay sa problema ko. Sana di kayo magsawa. Makikinig ako pero i still have the last say about the situation i'm into right now.I'll try my best to survive. Thanks kay daddy ko na sobrang nadamay sa problema ko.Maraming salamat sa pag-intindi saakin. Sana di ko kayo madisappoint kasi yun ung pinaka - huling gusto kong maparamdam sa inyo.Sorry kung weak ako.Sorry kung nagiging mahina ako infront of everyone.Sorry kasi di ko kinakakaya.Pero i'll start thing again.Do the usual thing.Get back what was lost. regain the feelings i felt unhealthy.

Btw, Kapapanod ko lang ng harry potter with my very best people i have, be-be at si sister.Nakita nga rin namin si ma'am lala,waah nakakamiss.Sensya na mukhang malabong mag home coming kami.Due to school demands once again sorry talaga. exciting na rin ako sa august 05,hahahaha.UAAP nanaman.Go feu! we'll watch again nila baby,joy,ge,chen,frids and someone i don't know. I just have to thank god still.Love you all guys.Keep holding my hand ha?

Day by day experience

Life is a matter of taking a step. Though i'm vocal to everyone i daily meet about the fact na i felt i step the wrong foot from the first day of school year awww? :(. 18 years of stay in this lovely world, Hay naku, Nakakaloka ang mga experience ko. My life is much of ordinary but i manage to add flavor. I learn a basic thing that i used in every step. Taking that simple lesson to complicated situation is some kind of help kasi nababalance ko ung mga bagay na sa tingin ko uneven.I'll admit na may pag ka-iresponsible ako pero hello, human being lang din ako, i can't be so perfect. I thank those people na hindi sumusuko sa lahat ng bagay na meron ako.Hindi sila nakalimot na mag-extend ng hand. Thanks kay god na hindi humintong mag-guide sa path ko.I'm looking forward for more step with lesson at my shoulder to carry and share to each and everyone i'll touch.

trying to survive

after a memorable sleep over at lian's place and at last dinner at katipunan plus visiting ateneo with my very best and missed friend,regina.I truly enjoyed it. akalain mo 5 am na kame natulog.wow lupit no? 8 in the morning, bangon na.well things got back to normal. Grabe na, gimbal na mundo ko.Kumusta naman straight no tulog. Hay nku, isipin pa ang design na magpapasira ng morale kong matapos ang architecture ng limang taon(super goodluck saamin).

As things goes by, hay naku giving up didn't missed to cross my mind, but thanks to those people who keep holding my hand. Thanks sa inyo, you've inspired me so much na gusto kong patunayan sa lahat ng kaya natin to. Guys walang susuko ha? hawak kamay lang! i miss writing.. wah UAAP na...Good luck FEU... HAHAHA..