ENOUGH

Forget the fact that i once suffer, ask God for my importance. Who's the real me? life simplicity is very complicated. For every turn there's a unique twist. Can't imagine how i continuously battling for my own survival. Life is such a magic. It's something that is complicated to work with but through experience and gained lessons, things are so ordinary.

I used to think being good is enough. I may not be like an angel but i'm sure of the fact that i never use to step on someone's life. I do have mistakes, had faults and other side of me is like an evil mind. I accept the reality that i'm just a HUMAN. Having those mistakes make me realize the real meaning of friendship. Friends are some what like a treasure that you keep and shares to others. Despite distance and priorities you remain to be who you are infront of her/him. You accept those faults others may not understand. You may not be complete but for her you're perfectly enough. A friend that may not be at your side a lot of times but hold your hand to those down moment of your life. My Friends that i'll constantly love and treasure as my life walk through my path.

I cry for some reason, Ask something i don't have clue how to answer and do something others does in times of boredom. my heart once suffer from loneliness. Asks myself how i'll look for someone who's not existing. Though i'll admit that things do change daily but there's something in me that i think it's constant without explanation.

Pretending is some what my expertise. I never notice the fact that i sometimes do the scape-goat thing in my life. I do believe in some history from the past, like things just do revolve. Maybe at thise point, my life deals with my own personal problem but time goes by i'll may deal with problems accompanied by others feeling. Am i ready?

I have deal with analyzing things in life, working things while being into god's arm and hear some whisper that god shares to me. Being who i am is not a BIG DEAL but having me in your life is one thing you have to FIGURE OUT. I felt i'm complete as a person but being empty is one thing i consider. Giving up didn't miss to cross my mind. But having that space to think and weigh things, I still fight. Crying is one factor i consider to release that negative idea in my mind. I'm a strong person for i believe i should always be. I'm brave creature thats why i face my mistakes with acceptance. I continiously look and stand. Acceptance is a must and moving on is a key to stand. I felt good at this point of time, not because i'm complete but because i'm empty and ready to fill that empty space of my life!