Wooh Start

Kadarating ko lang dito sa tarlac from manila. It's tiring. After june 12, it's independence day, but believe me it's our first day in school. Sa first day isang prof lang ang nag-attend saamin, PE pa Grrrr. the next day is wednesday, an official holiday for me, it's my rest day. Thurs: grabeng araw. Lahat ng prof dumating. It's trying at the same time nakakapressure kasi si arch. yatco at engr. guevarra lang ang na-meet ko na. History of arch. prof: it's like a hell staying inside his class(good luck na lang sa atin mga blockmates). well nothing much at first week but a shit of stupidity at a cup of foolish things happen. I miss my fiend who used to be at different section or decided to transfer to other school.

Well honestly, i don't know how i'll survive this sem. Sometimes i felt down ung tipong feeling ko di ko na kaya. Ayokong isipin na mahina ako but can't erase the fact na nagdadalawang isip ako. I don't have any chance to turn back. This course i once choose so i'll pursue it despite the fact na pagod siya't parang hindi ko kaya. I'll do my best to finish this for me and my parents. God have purpose for i'm willing to know it day by day with different plates from different unexpected prof. In college, expect the unexpected!

Sa mga ka-blockmate ko: congrats dahil survivor tayo.Kaya natin yan mga pare. Patutunayan natin na mali si arch. *toot*. Guys sama-sama sa puyatan. Hope maging close tayo. Sa lahat din ng 2 or 3 section na natira sa IARFA 2006 CONGRATS...Go go go! Start with the box for you to get out from that box of pressure and stress moment of College architecture student life.

BYE, BYE NA

Bye, bye summer!

Bye, bye work!
Bye, bye internet session!
Bye, bye t.v.!
Bye, tulog to death!
Bye, bye Nash(maria flor de luna)


Manila I'm coming! KAYA KO ITO! GO GO GUYS

tears behind smiles

I'm just an ordinary creature created by god. Blessed with so much at sobrang nagpapasalamat ako. Di ako genius but my classmate gave their trust to me, gets mo? Never felt to be one of top ten students pero sa mga final exams namin isolated ako together with top ten and it felt great kasi in some way may napatunayan ako. Highschool life is the best that nothings compare.

Nung bata ako, kailangan ko pang mag-ipon ng money from my allowance to buy a new shirt or have something na gusto ko. I felt pity pag nakikita ko ung ibang bata na same ng age ko na holding money and able to buy what kind of food they want samantala ako i just sit at my chair inside the classroom with my twin sister and eat what my mother prepares. But now, after 11 years, narealize ko na ang bad ko pala noon na napaka- unconsiderate ko. I now realize why my parents let me experience does things. I'll admit may times na we can't have everyting na ung simpleng makabili ka lang ng new dress di pwede kasi di kaya, naexperience ko un. Na-experience ko rin na i give-up ung money i used to keep just to continue my studies sa isang private school. Pinaglaban ko un sa parents namin. Ayokong lumipat sa isang public school, not because i under estimate the ability to mold sa public school pero syempre iba ung environment doon. Feeling ko matatagalan akong i embrace ung atmosphere meron doon. Alam ko di biro ang magpa-aaral sa isang private school to consider na kambal kami. After magdecide ng parents namin na wag na kaming ilipat, i felt relieve and thankful ako.We're able do graduate on that private school carries lessons and teaching na makakatulong sa pag conquer ko sa real world. Thanks to our parents na nagsumikap at nagpakastrong para saamin.Thanks din kay God kasi He never hold down.

Being what i am is just simple, i go to school, go home every sat, do those school works, have time to communicate to other friend who now study to different school. Npaka-ordinaryo ko compare sa isang girl na rich, i mean isang prinsesa na tinitingala at minamahal ng lahat. I once dream to be a princess, it's just normal. I once dream to be on a shoe of a popular girl. Marami pang dream na ngayon i set aside and happy sa kung anong meron ako. Marami na akong na touch na life and have listen to different stories that inspires me. Simple lang mabuhay sa mundo. If i'll let it complicated, ako lang ang mahihirapan. Di man ako isang super model o kaya famous rich kid at least i'm part of this world and have some of the things those famous one have.

Almost 18 years, I choose to be where i am right now. I had learn so much na i can share to the next generation. I had touched lives of people na sa tingin ko masaya na ngayon. I gain the respect of the people i'm please to have. I learn a lot from old mistakes to each failures i'd faced. I hope i can stay for who i am. I hope i can be better(always).

Di ako perfect creature. I sometimes cry, felt disappointed and have worries in life pero i'm still here,ready to take charge of what life offer. Nasaktan man ako nung ibang tao i still choose to stand and feel proud of who i am.Nagkamali man ako bilang tao pero still my friends accept who's me and i thank them. Behind those smiles i have, may mga luhang tumutulo,di dahil gumigive- up na ako kundi dahil i accept the fact the tao lang ako na nasasaktan din. I may be inadequate but i try my best to be worthy. Contentment is the key to live life like no one does. Remember that life offers the best things but not all best things are needed. Choose those adequate things that may hold on to you in times of sadness. Value those little things you have. Enjoy things for life is too short. Accept the fact na ikaw yan at hindi siya. Embrace the good things meron ang iba at set aside ung bagay na hindi ikaw.

I'm ready to face who i am. Without asking. Without pity feelings. With accpetance. With love.

I'm Contented, So why to ask.

Can't i just have both?

*Ito ang naggagawa ng mag-isa lang sa bahay at walang magawa.

Pilit kong iniintindi ang mga bagay na nangyayari sakin na i think unfair. Pag masaya ako limitado ung tagal nung Happiness na yon compare sa mga times na i felt empty. For nearly 18 years(di dahil nagrereklamo ako ha) pero i can say naging mapagbigay naman ako sa lahat ng nakakasalubong ko sa pag stay ko sa world pero bakit parang Empty ung feeling ko. i may not be perfect but atleast naging Good naman ako,sa mata ng nakakaunawa at nakakaintindi ng mga kamalian ko. I felt something is missing o i just felt i'm empty?

OO na NBSB ako, i once find love palpak pa. Malas no. After 4 yrs. naging understanding ako sa friendship na di ko mabitawan. Nandun lang ako, di niya pansin kapag masaya pero sa mga times na down siya who's there to say things will be okay? I kept crying sa mga pag-iignore niya at pagiging numb niya. Naglakas loob na nga akong i-admit sakaniya and still he choose not to put walls dun sa friendship namin which i appreciate pero parang wala lang. Once in my life na - ask ko pa ung loyalty ng mga friends ko na hindi umiwan saakin sa mga times na down na down ako. 4 na taon un, pero eto ako still empty.

Bless ako sa maraming bagay like Family, freinds, needs and i thank god for sharing those blessed moments with me. Masarap ung feeling na buo ka as individual person. Pero gaya nang sabi ni Lian, kahit gaano itago ng isang single mahahalata't mahahalata parin. Some girls say i'd rather be hurt than not experiencing the love of a guy.

Love = Hurt but Love = completeness

Complicated pero we still wish to be on that one spot of our life na parang we forgot those empty days ng life mo.Kahit sino humihingi ng alaga. Napapagod din ako't minsan gumigive-up pero i still choose to go and take a step. Nasaktan man ako nung taong tinuring kong kaibigan at kapatid i still choose to fall in love once again. I just keep on reminding myself na lahat ng tao may inilaan si god na magtake care sayo. Aminado ako di ako maganda gaya ng iba, sopistikada tulad nila pero gaya din nila marunong akong magmahal. Di ako girly na mahilig sa pink o lipstick, di ko type ang party o kaya gumala tulad ng iba. I'm different. Simple lang naman akong tao pero malalim kung mag-isip at mataas kung mangarap. Pride? not that so pero kung alam kong nasa position ako to grab that pride why not. Game ako sa mga bagay na kaya ko. I value the trust my parents gave to me and their the most important creature na dapat isaalang-alang before going into something. Love stay and go. Walang permanente sa mundong ito. Bukas nandiyan maya-maya lang nakalimutan ka na. If god ask me to choose between feeling half empty but have those wonderful things an individual creature should have than filled with love of someone pero less naman ung mga bagay na dapat meron ang isang tao: God, i'd rather be in safe zone than be inlove not having those things i used to have and enjoy. Mahal ko kung ano meron ang life ko ngayon. If i was destined to love but not having someone to be with i'll accept it if not then i'll just go on.

Ready, Get set, GO!

*SHOCKS* Pasukan na! grabe ang bilis i'm not aware. life goes so fast. Well sulit naman ang summer kahit na i didn't spent it the way i usually do. Tag-hirap nanaman.. weh miss my buds.Ge-ge and be-be miss you that much. See you sa monday. George sana mag-kita kami. Balik normal life nanaman no? Tag-gutom, tag-puyat at Tag-pagod nanaman. Hirap buhay studyante no? pero if given a choice i'd still choose to study than work(base in my summer experience ha)

TB BUILDING: magkikita at magkakasama nanamn tayo sa loob ng apat na buwan. Wag ka sanaang mag-sawa(hahaha)

SCIENCE BUILDING: i-welcome mo naman kaming mga IARFA students. hahaha PHYSICS TIME NA.

ARH: P.e. pagod nanaman ito.After lunch ba naman ang sched. sakit ang abot natin ito. Sana babae parin ang prof natin.

AR0621: Kita-kita tayo at sabay-sabay natin i-welcome ang ating mga sarili sa nakakapuyat at nakakapressure na school year nanaman.

To all College freshmen: Goodluck and have a nice first year experience ahead to everyone.

►A typical talk between me and nami◄

A typycal talk of two friends who just simply love to talk and talk and talk. Topics are welcome and when topics comes in it's the start of the conversation that starts from hi to something that involves the issue of life, love, friends, feeling and anything that is available to talks about. We're not afraid to hear each others opinion about every issues even it's about us, ouselve. To others they might find it ??? para saan..anong sense.. we're different and i love it. A typical girl who used to be unique on our own way to make our life more meaningful??? I guess. Look we love our transparancy and i think we don't go beyond the limit.. An example of our none sense thing that i guess meaningful for us because we learn from it. From those debates we had on the phone from the simple talks when we're together we Grow from those opinions and we love the way we love what we're doing.Thanks for this wonderful talk and i'm counting more.This is an "DESTINED RELATIONSHIP" talk of two gift from heaven...

red_warriors16: ignorin ba namn ako
red_warriors16: so musta na
red_warriors16: kadaraing ko lang eh
Lian Nami Buan: aus lan
Lian Nami Buan: oo c joy naka log in kanina e
red_warriors16: syempre siya lang mag-isa dito noh
red_warriors16: wala naman siyang trabaho kundi magbantay ng bahay
Lian Nami Buan: ui ung film clip na
Lian Nami Buan: pakitanong kung nag reply c regina
red_warriors16: punta k dito para bigyan kita ng copy ayaw talagang masend eh
Lian Nami Buan: sama ka kasing baguio
red_warriors16: basta wag mo siyang ipupublish kahit saan account
red_warriors16: sus naman may trabaho nga
Lian Nami Buan: oo sakin lang un
red_warriors16: sinong kasama niyo>
Lian Nami Buan: hnd ko nga alam e
Lian Nami Buan: ang gulo ng plano
red_warriors16: though last day na ng project ko sa monday
red_warriors16: di parin siguro pwede ksi mag momovie marathon naman ako dahil sasagarin ko na ang bakasyon na ito
Lian Nami Buan: 2 days lang nman e
red_warriors16: lian wala na akong PERA alam mo naman pera lagi ang problema ko
red_warriors16: magbibirthday pa ako pano ko kayo ililibre kung sasama ako sa baguio
red_warriors16: NEXT TIME NA LANG PAG ako na ang nag aya
Lian Nami Buan: cge na nga
Lian Nami Buan: i youtube mo na kc ung film clip
red_warriors16: di pwede dahil masyadong matagal
red_warriors16: btw,
red_warriors16: buti pang isip mo ako ng unique way ng party
red_warriors16: hahaha
Lian Nami Buan: 18th na ba?
red_warriors16: not from the literal meaning ng party ha
red_warriors16: oo 18th bday namin
red_warriors16: gusto ko ung meaning ng PARTY sa mga tulad natin ....
Lian Nami Buan: so i assume ayaw nyo ng gown gown eand eklavu?
red_warriors16: UNIQUE lian
red_warriors16: UNIQUE lian
Lian Nami Buan: hnd i mean
Lian Nami Buan: kung gs2 nyo ng ganun
Lian Nami Buan: pwede nmang gawing unique
red_warriors16: ayaw ko ng magastos gusto ko something na di halatang 18th birthday or something
Lian Nami Buan: a okay
Lian Nami Buan: saan ba?
Lian Nami Buan: manila tarlac?
Lian Nami Buan: e may pasok na nun e
red_warriors16: got no choice pa eh
red_warriors16: di siguro exact birthday ko gagawin since wednesday un nagfall
red_warriors16: swimming is one great choice i think
red_warriors16: dipende rin siguro sa sched
red_warriors16: hanggang fri lang ako kaya lang hanggang 7 pm ang class ko still di pa sure kung makakauwi ako ng day na iyon dahil wala pa ung sched ni joy
red_warriors16: ikaw ba hanggang what day ka?
red_warriors16: si george hanggang fri lang
Lian Nami Buan: sa manila?
red_warriors16: ewan wala naman akong alam na place sa manila
red_warriors16: baka sa guimba i know a place na maganda at the same private pa
Lian Nami Buan: malapit samin un
Lian Nami Buan: guimba?
red_warriors16: yap
Lian Nami Buan: mag pangasinan na lang tau
Lian Nami Buan: hundred islands
red_warriors16: sus lian napaka limit ng oras natin takke not of that
red_warriors16: got no idea pa kung what sched nung iba
Lian Nami Buan: e di i sunday mo na
Lian Nami Buan: most possibility na free ang lahat
red_warriors16: sunday tapos?
red_warriors16: balikan?
red_warriors16: eh monday may class na ako
Lian Nami Buan: sabagay
red_warriors16: mostly common close friends lang
Lian Nami Buan: monday na nga pala kinabukasan
red_warriors16: ayoko ng marami
Lian Nami Buan: kasi saturday baka may pasok din cla
red_warriors16: eh c regina pa
Lian Nami Buan: e best to do is ask for scheds
red_warriors16: kaya nga eh
red_warriors16: ask ko muna sched nga nila
Lian Nami Buan: e mostly nsa manila nman mga invited dba?
red_warriors16: eh c regina paano?
Lian Nami Buan: why not do it sa manila?
Lian Nami Buan: e nsa maynila dn nman xa
red_warriors16: san sa manila?
Lian Nami Buan: lets surf the net and look for a resort
red_warriors16: sa manila?
red_warriors16: yon lang ba ang option swimming?
red_warriors16: wala ng iba
Lian Nami Buan: e choice mo na un
red_warriors16: isip ka nga ng ibang option na pwede
red_warriors16: ayaw daw ni joy ng swimming di niya feel
Lian Nami Buan: hmmm
red_warriors16: gusto mo sa mcdo?
red_warriors16: hahaha
red_warriors16: parang bata
red_warriors16: di nanaman magandang idea yan
Lian Nami Buan: hmmm
Lian Nami Buan: masaya yan!!!
Lian Nami Buan: party place!!
red_warriors16: lian may na laman nanaman ako
red_warriors16: from someone na binabasa ko
Lian Nami Buan: ano?
red_warriors16: ano ang CBF
Lian Nami Buan: college basketball fanatic???
Lian Nami Buan: hehe
Lian Nami Buan: anu?
red_warriors16: hahaha hindi
red_warriors16: CHICS B4 FRIENDS
red_warriors16: hahaha
Lian Nami Buan: babae muna bago kaibigan?
Lian Nami Buan: ha?
red_warriors16: yap
Lian Nami Buan: cnung nagsabi?
red_warriors16: someone na guy na bad3p dun sa friend niya CBF raw
Lian Nami Buan: kasi sinulot nung frend ung gf nya?
red_warriors16: nope
red_warriors16: dahil di na sumisipot sa lakad barkada
Lian Nami Buan: a okay
Lian Nami Buan: ka seloso naman nun\bading
Lian Nami Buan: hehe
red_warriors16: still there pare?
Lian Nami Buan: oo
red_warriors16: busy ka tol?
Lian Nami Buan: hnd
Lian Nami Buan: ang gulo lang tlaga ng connection
red_warriors16: pansin ko nga eh mukha ka narin sabog
red_warriors16: so are you still watching pbb?
Lian Nami Buan: xmpre
Lian Nami Buan: nakakainis
Lian Nami Buan: ung 2 gs2 ko na nomintae
Lian Nami Buan: ang sakit manuod
red_warriors16: got bored na sakanila
red_warriors16: parang walang sense
red_warriors16: i mean si brother ang gumagawa ng dapat mangyari
red_warriors16: parang ganu...
red_warriors16: gets mo?
Lian Nami Buan: oo nga
Lian Nami Buan: parang inuutos n sakinla lhat
red_warriors16: parang robot sila ryt?
red_warriors16: any topi
red_warriors16: assume nasa phone tayo
Lian Nami Buan: u decide
Lian Nami Buan: tama magusap nga tau
Lian Nami Buan: para di ako mabaliw d2
red_warriors16: o sige start tayo sa musta ang feeling...
red_warriors16: i mean pakiramdam na malapit ng mag umpisa ang pasukan
Lian Nami Buan: aus lang
Lian Nami Buan: wla ung rush
Lian Nami Buan: ung anxiety alam mo un
Lian Nami Buan: ung nararamdaman ko evry year sa bayanihan
red_warriors16: mag iiba ba ung mga classmates mo?
red_warriors16: invi lang ako ha
Lian Nami Buan: hnd
Lian Nami Buan: block kami e
red_warriors16: so swerte ka
red_warriors16: though block din me
red_warriors16: pero may chances na marami ang new
red_warriors16: so musta ang HEART mo right now
Lian Nami Buan: haha
Lian Nami Buan: read my second latest entry
Lian Nami Buan: latest xa sa multiply
red_warriors16: i'll check it later
red_warriors16: got connection with vance parin?
Lian Nami Buan: alam mo kung anu ang nggng problema ko ng apat na taon?
Lian Nami Buan: nagtext xa kanina, hnd ko nireplyan
red_warriors16: so anong gusto mong palitawin nya
Lian Nami Buan: tamad lang akong mgreply
Lian Nami Buan: so anyway
red_warriors16: na you're trying to ignore para mag follow ung nararamdaman mo?
Lian Nami Buan: nope
Lian Nami Buan: wlang koneksyon
red_warriors16: good
Lian Nami Buan: tamad lang tlaga ako pagdating sa phone
Lian Nami Buan: so un nga
Lian Nami Buan: ung problem ko for 4 years
red_warriors16: rate mo ung nararamdaman mo sa kanya right now
red_warriors16: may gf na ba siya
red_warriors16: or prospect
Lian Nami Buan: vance never runs out of prospects
Lian Nami Buan: pag nag break sasaya ka
Lian Nami Buan: after 1 day
Lian Nami Buan: may bago nnman
red_warriors16: bakit nga ganun no
Lian Nami Buan: ang mahirap kc sakin
Lian Nami Buan: i expect too much
red_warriors16: pero pag nag one on one kayo nung guy parang grabe ung pag mamahal niya pero with the way they do the game
Lian Nami Buan: vance is an expert of the game
Lian Nami Buan: make sure to read that entry
Lian Nami Buan: entitled "it took u one stare"
Lian Nami Buan: parang farewell entry
red_warriors16: asus
Lian Nami Buan: sa apat na taong putro vance edric ting na lang
Lian Nami Buan: puro*
red_warriors16: nakailang farewell ka na?
Lian Nami Buan: hahahaha
Lian Nami Buan: maki ride k na lang!
red_warriors16: ako makikiride sa kagagahan mo never
red_warriors16: mahawa pa ako
red_warriors16: hahaha
Lian Nami Buan: kc as long as im not in love with anybody else
red_warriors16: btw, ganyan talga ang bulag
Lian Nami Buan: it will always be about vance
Lian Nami Buan: but the thing is
red_warriors16: bulag nga ba o TANGA
red_warriors16: bulag nga ba o TANGA
Lian Nami Buan: i cant seem to shake the feeling off
red_warriors16: ?
Lian Nami Buan: in love
red_warriors16: TANGA ka nga talaga
Lian Nami Buan: nakakainis e
Lian Nami Buan: ssbhn ko sana may dumating na
Lian Nami Buan: pero pag meron isang possible
Lian Nami Buan: i rereject ko
Lian Nami Buan: kc c vance na nag naging standards ko e
Lian Nami Buan: pag hnd xa lumamang o pumantay man lang
Lian Nami Buan: wala rin
red_warriors16: ang pangit ksi wrong ung first move natin sa pag accept nung feeling
red_warriors16: tuloy tayo ang nagsusuffer
red_warriors16: wherein at first tayo na rin ang nagsusuffer
red_warriors16: may consistency no
Lian Nami Buan: tapos alam mo un wla kang venue for moving on
Lian Nami Buan: kc hnd mo nman pwedeng sisihin
Lian Nami Buan: he never said he loves me
Lian Nami Buan: pero i went on
red_warriors16: swerte pa rin pala ako at least i forgot
red_warriors16: hahaha forgot is the right word
red_warriors16: parang si chen
red_warriors16: parehas kami ng feelings eh
Lian Nami Buan: forget isnt the word
Lian Nami Buan: bcoz u can never do that
Lian Nami Buan: u have to let go
Lian Nami Buan: and thats one thing i havent been able to do
Lian Nami Buan: kasi ung one year stretch na naka get over ako sa kanya
Lian Nami Buan: i never stopped believing in the possibility that it can happen
Lian Nami Buan: him and me
red_warriors16: ung parang life goes on with thinking any feeling from a heart na numb from any relationship na can enter
red_warriors16: sana may batas sa mga lalaking di marunong magpahalaga ng feelings ng iba
red_warriors16: and i hate to hear from a guy na "i never got there"
red_warriors16: and i hate to hear from a guy na "i never got there"
red_warriors16: and i hate to hear from a guy na "i never got there"
red_warriors16: and i hate to hear from a guy na "i never got there"
Lian Nami Buan: with vance
Lian Nami Buan: "he didnt even try to get there"
red_warriors16: Parang sa teleserye noh
red_warriors16: "kahit kaylan hindi siya naging SA"YO!
Lian Nami Buan: kung ako mggng writer one day
Lian Nami Buan: it wud be based on real life
Lian Nami Buan: to prove that love doesnt vary in ages
Lian Nami Buan: you can fall in love at 12 and get married at 15
Lian Nami Buan: and love wud be just as every true love is
Lian Nami Buan: to disprove the notion that teenage love is just infatuation
red_warriors16: ang problema kasi sa old generation they assume na alam na nila lahat though in true aspect there's something wrong with the way they organize their own spot
Lian Nami Buan: sakto
red_warriors16: I'm bless kasi got the chance to talk about those things with my parents and bless na they listen and accept my opinion na alam ko may sense
red_warriors16: though may pagka liberated na rin at least nakakasunod sila
Lian Nami Buan: but the youth's fault nowadays
Lian Nami Buan: is that they are so confined with the belief that teenage love is true love
Lian Nami Buan: that i love you is over said
Lian Nami Buan: and assume that every tingling feeling is love
red_warriors16: i hate those kind of thing
red_warriors16: i hate those kind of thing
Lian Nami Buan: na crush mo lang mahal mo na
Lian Nami Buan: alam mo un
red_warriors16: kasi naman noh parang ang love sa knila eh parang kanin isusubo at pag napaso eh iluluwa nalang
Lian Nami Buan: ay naku oo
red_warriors16: choose ka
Lian Nami Buan: between?
red_warriors16: relationship last because: LOVE exist o because may respeto sa pagitan niyo na kailan man hindi mawawala
Lian Nami Buan: respect
Lian Nami Buan: or love
Lian Nami Buan: yeah it has to be respect
red_warriors16: yap
Lian Nami Buan: relationships last not because love didnt fade
red_warriors16: ako kasi naniniwala ako na hindi sapat na i love you okay na
Lian Nami Buan: but because you are deeply cmmitted with your partner
Lian Nami Buan: kasi naniniwala akong minsan sa isang punto ng relationship nyo
Lian Nami Buan: ay nawawala ung pagmamahal
Lian Nami Buan: pero dahil committed kau, u respect the fact that someone fell out of love
Lian Nami Buan: and is willing to wait for that person to fall in love again
red_warriors16: tingnan mo ha
red_warriors16: let us investigate
red_warriors16: pag masaya kayo together ano ung mga naiisip nila or ano ang nararamdaman nila while in a relationship na masaya
Lian Nami Buan: i dont know
Lian Nami Buan: coz ive never been in one
red_warriors16: just take your answer from close friend
Lian Nami Buan: ewan ko e
Lian Nami Buan: alam ko pag masaya cla
Lian Nami Buan: and its a happy relationship
Lian Nami Buan: they stop worrying for everything else
Lian Nami Buan: because they know that all theyll ever gonna need is beside them
red_warriors16: pag nasa shaky stage ang ralationship nila they ask the question WHY...
red_warriors16: right
Lian Nami Buan: yup definitely
red_warriors16: pag nasasaktan ang girl na nasa relationship parang ang dami niyang pwedeng sabihin na mali
Lian Nami Buan: they or we tend to dot that
Lian Nami Buan: but its not how we should cope
red_warriors16: pero pag sa mga katulad natin na nasaktan ng wala sa relationship wala tayo makitang mali
red_warriors16: at ang labas eh ung blame nasaatin parin
red_warriors16: kaloka no
Lian Nami Buan: relationships
Lian Nami Buan: i always say that its easier being single
Lian Nami Buan: but they tell me that its happier being taken
Lian Nami Buan: and i quite believe it
red_warriors16: may mga ibang girls naman na pinagtatakpan ung mga wrong sa pgiging single nila at dinedipende sa karelasyon kung paano tatakbo ung life
red_warriors16: pag may mali eh isisi sa partner ung wrong
Lian Nami Buan: TRUE!!!!!
red_warriors16: may ganyan db
red_warriors16: bakit ganun
red_warriors16: di nalang ganito
red_warriors16: pag nasaktan ka
red_warriors16: look forward
Lian Nami Buan: its called superficiality
red_warriors16: at sa pag lakbay mo
red_warriors16: may naghihintay sa gilid para sumpo
red_warriors16: sayo.. dahil pagod ka na sa pag-iisa
red_warriors16: at kailangan mo na ng karamay
red_warriors16: sana ganun nalng no
Lian Nami Buan: pag may nanligaw sakin na dalwa
Lian Nami Buan: both from a relationship
Lian Nami Buan: one will say "hayaan mo na ex ko, wala lang naman un e"
Lian Nami Buan: then the other "minahal ko yun, nasaktan ako pero ive moved on and i fell out of love"
Lian Nami Buan: id choose the latter
Lian Nami Buan: u dont always have to be strong and happy
Lian Nami Buan: lalo na kung nagpapanggap kang strong and happy
Lian Nami Buan: it is so okay to be weak and sad at times
Lian Nami Buan: to surrender
red_warriors16: good choice
red_warriors16: kaso ang hirap pumasok ngayon sa relationship eh
red_warriors16: parang napaka risky
red_warriors16: i mean sanay ka na masyado sa buhay tahimik
red_warriors16: tapos papasok ka sa isang spot na unsure
Lian Nami Buan: but that is one risk you have to take
red_warriors16: maybe sa mga panahong ito
red_warriors16: di pa ako ready
red_warriors16: i mean got no idea having or getting into a relationship pa
Lian Nami Buan: me too
Lian Nami Buan: im scared
red_warriors16: scared?tama ba un ang discription?
Lian Nami Buan: yup im scared
red_warriors16: scared o nagsisiguro lang
red_warriors16: na sa pagkakataon na un sure n
Lian Nami Buan: scared to know how much I can love
Lian Nami Buan: i am so used to being alone
red_warriors16: ayokong di ko kayang suklian equally
red_warriors16: ayokong maging unfair
red_warriors16: alam mo yon
Lian Nami Buan: alam pag bata ka sobrang gusto mo ng magaral
Lian Nami Buan: uve waited for it for a long time
Lian Nami Buan: tapos pag magaaral ka na
Lian Nami Buan: u get cold feer
Lian Nami Buan: feet*
red_warriors16: exact description
red_warriors16: ang hirap ng nag kaka utak
red_warriors16: i mean parang ung mga baby
red_warriors16: masaya sila sa simpleng gatas
Lian Nami Buan: exactly
Lian Nami Buan: nakakatakot na makaramdam ng feeling
red_warriors16: bat ganun no
Lian Nami Buan: na hindi ka pa sanay maramdaman
red_warriors16: got no chance to turn back
red_warriors16: nung bata ka pag marami ang friends mo masaya k
red_warriors16: pero ngayon....
Lian Nami Buan: u start looking for more
red_warriors16: hindi
red_warriors16: mas gugustuhin mo ang konti pero lahat worth
red_warriors16: kaysa marami di ka naman sure sa loyalty nila
red_warriors16: alam mo un
Lian Nami Buan: ma pr kasi ako e
red_warriors16: you can't be sure who'll stay or not
Lian Nami Buan: i live withing the phrase "the more the merrier"
Lian Nami Buan: u dont necessarily have to embrace all of them
Lian Nami Buan: i mean you can be friends to everybody
Lian Nami Buan: perpo u have to know who you love
Lian Nami Buan: among all of them
red_warriors16: sa life ko kasi gusto ko may one areas for every people who comes in
red_warriors16: ung malipit sa room ko un ung mga "kept one"
red_warriors16: hanggang lumalayo di naman nawawalan ng value
Lian Nami Buan: kasi u have to accept that some people really do come and go
Lian Nami Buan: the tragedy of it is when you hold on to someone who will eventually go
red_warriors16: parang ikaw
red_warriors16: napakarami ng namagitan satin dalawa
red_warriors16: pero pag nabigyan ng chance prang nagfefade ung reason not to stay
red_warriors16: pero nagsstay ung mga past memories na dapat i keep
red_warriors16: gets mo
Lian Nami Buan: wla naman kasing reason not to stay
red_warriors16: pati friendship ngayon complicated
Lian Nami Buan: real connection knows when and how to come back
red_warriors16: parang ang daming dapat i connect
Lian Nami Buan: and has the right reasons for it
red_warriors16: so anong taway sa connection natin
red_warriors16: hahaha
red_warriors16: parang destiny
red_warriors16: hahaha
Lian Nami Buan: sakto
red_warriors16: parang coke sakto
Lian Nami Buan: hahaha
red_warriors16: maliit pero masarap
red_warriors16: pamatid uhaw
red_warriors16: hahaha
Lian Nami Buan: naks what a metaphor
red_warriors16: right
Lian Nami Buan: bout u?
Lian Nami Buan: hows ur heart?
red_warriors16: wala
red_warriors16: parang nga ung sinabi ko sayo kanina
red_warriors16: dba nag uusap kami ni lian
red_warriors16: mali ni chen
Lian Nami Buan: so wlanhg romantic love ngaun?
red_warriors16: wala naman since then
red_warriors16: o dba
Lian Nami Buan: since darryl
red_warriors16: tangik
red_warriors16: past is past(ows parang may past
red_warriors16: life goes on
red_warriors16: ikaw kasi dinibdib mo
Lian Nami Buan: e kasi nga
Lian Nami Buan: i cant let go
red_warriors16: yun nga ung punto eh
red_warriors16: u can't let go
red_warriors16: life goes on
red_warriors16: try not to think
red_warriors16: hahaha
Lian Nami Buan: he owns me
red_warriors16: i mean do your usual thing
Lian Nami Buan: what can i do
Lian Nami Buan: hehehe
Lian Nami Buan: i do my usual things
Lian Nami Buan: but then at the end of the day
Lian Nami Buan: my heart begs for its desire
red_warriors16: hay
red_warriors16: lakas talaga ng tama mo
red_warriors16: wait eat lang ako
Lian Nami Buan: cge go
red_warriors16: ipagpapatuloy natin ang romance talk about you?
red_warriors16: hahahaha
Lian Nami Buan: sure
Lian Nami Buan: i love it
red_warriors16: i'm here
Lian Nami Buan: still here
red_warriors16: so san tayo
Lian Nami Buan: love?
Lian Nami Buan: walang katapusang love
red_warriors16: bakit nga gnun
red_warriors16: so topic
Lian Nami Buan: cant come up with anything e
Lian Nami Buan: bangag na
red_warriors16: friendship
Lian Nami Buan: ay eto na lang
Lian Nami Buan: girl best friend
Lian Nami Buan: or boy best friend?
red_warriors16: girl best friend
red_warriors16: delikado ang boy best friend
BUZZ!!!
Lian Nami Buan: haha! i know
Lian Nami Buan: tsaka para sakin best friend of the opposite gender is bullshit
red_warriors16: punta tayo dun sa masya detailed one
red_warriors16: who do you consider the most
red_warriors16: i mean MOST
red_warriors16: sa friends
Lian Nami Buan: what do u mean?
red_warriors16: who do you consider the most sa lahat ng friends mo
Lian Nami Buan: c vida cguro
Lian Nami Buan: id say jeany kasi identical na kasi ung mga nararamdaman at point of view namin
Lian Nami Buan: pero shaky ung friendship e
Lian Nami Buan: alam mo un, hindi solid
Lian Nami Buan: u get what i mean
red_warriors16: alam ko
Lian Nami Buan: so si vida, kasi we get each other that instant
red_warriors16: naiintidihan ko
Lian Nami Buan: tsaka she together with camille put up with me during my worst
Lian Nami Buan: pero mas feel ko vida kay camille e
Lian Nami Buan: c george naman, as i said, nothing beats a friend of your own gender
Lian Nami Buan: although "babae" xa, there are some things that only girls understand
red_warriors16: gets
Lian Nami Buan: u?
red_warriors16: chen chen ever
red_warriors16: alam mo un sh'e there no matter what
red_warriors16: i mean though sometimes she enclose some part ng life miya
red_warriors16: pero pag nakakita na siya ng right timing to talk about those part of her
red_warriors16: she'll willingly share it to you
red_warriors16: un siguro
red_warriors16: c lorie?
red_warriors16: kasama ko sa kalokohan
red_warriors16: alam mo un
red_warriors16: nakakaride ako sa mga bagay na ako
red_warriors16: pero ung mga bagay na di ko na nakikita ung sarili ko i don't do it with her
red_warriors16: alam ko naman na kilala mo ung mga type ko sa hindi
red_warriors16: i assume
Lian Nami Buan: yup
Lian Nami Buan: let me share my feelings for lorie
Lian Nami Buan: i mean i like her
Lian Nami Buan: shes a lot of fun
Lian Nami Buan: and she can be a great friend
Lian Nami Buan: and i enjoy being with her
Lian Nami Buan: but sometimes she overdo things
Lian Nami Buan: dapat lahat extreme
Lian Nami Buan: that her idea of fun can sometimes be too much
red_warriors16: un gna ung point ko
red_warriors16: alam ko ang limitasyyon ko
red_warriors16: alam ko kung ano ung kaya kong panindigan sa hindi
Lian Nami Buan: thats what i think of her as a friend
Lian Nami Buan: as a person, lorie has to learn to be satisfied with herself
Lian Nami Buan: she does whatever it takes to be better
Lian Nami Buan: and things she do arent always appropriate
red_warriors16: may mga faults sa buhay niya na pilit niyang pinagtatakpan
Lian Nami Buan: i know
red_warriors16: she tries alot but sad to say she never succeed
red_warriors16: sometimes she puts herself into a hole na mahirap lusutan
Lian Nami Buan: i know!!!!!!!!
red_warriors16: i mean mraming shortcut na di niya namamalayan
red_warriors16: shortcut na hindi appropriate sa buhay ng isang tao
red_warriors16: ui nakastore ung lahat ng pinag usapan natin
red_warriors16: favor naman paki send
Lian Nami Buan: copy paste mo nlang kea
red_warriors16: nawala ng ung original page eh
red_warriors16: please
red_warriors16: thanks
Lian Nami Buan: cge wait
lian_yup18: shes a lot of fun
lian_yup18: and she can be a great friend
lian_yup18: and i enjoy being with her
lian_yup18: but sometimes she overdo things
lian_yup18: dapat lahat extreme
jay bondoc: un gna ung point ko
lian_yup18: that her idea of fun can sometimes be too much
jay bondoc: alam ko ang limitasyyon ko
jay bondoc: alam ko kung ano ung kaya kong panindigan sa hindi
lian_yup18: thats what i think of her as a friend
lian_yup18: as a person, lorie has to learn to be satisfied with herself
lian_yup18: she does whatever it takes to be better
lian_yup18: and things she do arent always appropriate
jay bondoc: may mga faults sa buhay niya na pilit niyang pinagtatakpan
lian_yup18: i know
jay bondoc: she tries alot but sad to say she never succeed
jay bondoc: sometimes she puts herself into a hole na mahirap lusutan
lian_yup18: i know!!!!!!!!
jay bondoc: i mean mraming shortcut na di niya namamalayan
jay bondoc: shortcut na hindi appropriate sa buhay ng isang tao
jay bondoc: ito something from the heart
jay bondoc: 1.VANCE
lian_yup18: naku
lian_yup18: teka
lian_yup18: negative and positive ha para masaya
jay bondoc: sure
lian_yup18: vance, i will love forever, he provided some reasons to be happy for 3 years
lian_yup18: and he provided reasons to let go too
jay bondoc: write mo neg or posi
lian_yup18: pos yan
jay bondoc: o nega
lian_yup18: but the way he is, everything he is, you cant just walk away from and he accepted me for what I felt for him, tried his best to give back something in return
lian_yup18: ung negative nman
lian_yup18: vance can sometimes be superficial
lian_yup18: na minsan ang pinapahalagahan lang ay ang mga bagay na importante sa tingin ng mga nakararami
jay bondoc: 2. Shiela
lian_yup18: sheila is a person who will look past the worst of you
lian_yup18: and is willing to give evrybody a second chance
lian_yup18: never keeps hatred and is very positive with failures and disappointments
lian_yup18: ang negative naman
lian_yup18: hmmmmmmmm
lian_yup18: ang petty e, pero ang negative lang cguro sa kanya is
lian_yup18: she thinks that everything is right
lian_yup18: parang laging masaya
lian_yup18: even in moments that u have to be sad and angry
jay bondoc: 3.JEANY
lian_yup18: c jeany, she's a lot of fun
lian_yup18: kaya ko xa gusto kasi pareho kami sa maraming bagay
lian_yup18: e natural gusto ko sarili ko diba
lian_yup18: kaya gusto ko rin xa
lian_yup18: and she isnt afraid to be herself
lian_yup18: ang negative nman
lian_yup18: she expects u to be the person she wants u to be
lian_yup18: pag may isang bagay na nag fall short ka dun sa person na un
lian_yup18: mali ka na, masama ka na
lian_yup18: what she doesnt know is that if people do the same to her, i mean expect her to be someone pipol wants her to be
lian_yup18: she cant be that person either
jay bondoc: 4.CAMILLE
lian_yup18: camille is a good person all in all
lian_yup18: alam mo ung nanlalait tau for fun
lian_yup18: we look down on people we dont care for
lian_yup18: hndi pwede sa kanya un
lian_yup18: u always have to be respectful and kind
lian_yup18: always, no exceptions
lian_yup18: ang negative nman
lian_yup18: un din, kailangan nyang mag loosen up
lian_yup18: kailangan nyang maintindihan na sa mga pagkakataong nagkakamali ang mga tao
lian_yup18: ay kailangan nyang intindihin, at hindi pagalitan
jay bondoc: 5.VIDA
lian_yup18: vida is open to all
lian_yup18: she doesnt limit herself to people
lian_yup18: wla xang standards
lian_yup18: alam mo un hindi nya lilimitahan ang mga taong kakausapin o kakaibiganin nya
lian_yup18: being nice is enough for you to be qualified to be her friend
lian_yup18: and she understands every imperfection and will help you grow as a person
lian_yup18: ang negative
lian_yup18: wala e, kj lang kasi xa minsan
lian_yup18: haha, un lang talaga
lian_yup18: ay tsaka minsan u cant see through her
jay bondoc: 6.JOY
lian_yup18: c joy naman, she welcomes you immediately
lian_yup18: will let you in her life and trust you to take her in and accept her
lian_yup18: walang barrier pag naging kaibigan mo na
lian_yup18: tsaka she have faith for friends
lian_yup18: ang negative naman
lian_yup18: cguro, ung positive nyang un about sa kanya limitado kung para kanino lang
lian_yup18: na if she doesnt think of you as her friend, she will reject every possibility and will push you away
lian_yup18: sometimes she has to put a little trust on strangers
jay bondoc: 7.KARL
lian_yup18: the best thing about Karl is he is a good listener
lian_yup18: sobra, na he has this aura that can make you feel so special
lian_yup18: parang hindi ka na magtataka kung lahat ng barkada nya ay icoconsider xang best friend
lian_yup18: kasi he embodies everything that a friend needs to be
lian_yup18: ang negative naman
lian_yup18: he doesnt know when to say that enough is enough
lian_yup18: kasi minsan kailangan mo ring lumayo pag nasasaktan ka na
lian_yup18: kailangan mo na ring tumanggi pag nagsasawa ka na

lian_yup18: nd he doesnt know how to do that
jay bondoc: 9.JAY
lian_yup18: u have faith on people
lian_yup18: u dont stop believing kung meron pang reason para maniwala
lian_yup18: plus u know what u want and is very keen on achieving them
lian_yup18: u know what u want and what u dont want
lian_yup18: cguro kailangan mo ring makuntento sa mga bagay na minsan ay sobrang panget para tanggapin
lian_yup18: ur so much in control of ur life
lian_yup18: ang negative nman cguro
lian_yup18: kailangan mong maniwala na hindi lahat ng bagay perfect
lian_yup18: na lahat magkakamali, evryone will disappoint you, everyone will hurt you
lian_yup18: u have to stop asking for more when someone cannot give more
lian_yup18: cguro kailangan mo ring makuntento sa mga bagay na minsan ay sobrang panget para tanggapin
jay bondoc: I love myself that why _____.
lian_yup18: i know how to love people
jay bondoc: you naman
lian_yup18: i dont trust sometimes because____
jay bondoc: i hate to hurt once again(in some instances)
jay bondoc: I enjoy basketball because ______.
lian_yup18: hardwork are real, pains are real, happiness are real, and the passion is real
BUZZ!!!
lian_yup18: i chose architecture because______
jay bondoc: i felt i have the talent that only only teachings can mold me
jay bondoc: My dream partner for the rest of my life is like _____.
lian_yup18: a man with pride to stand up for what he believe in and is sensitive enuf to support

FAMILY DAY ON FRIDAY

June 1(Friday) 6pm: FAMILY DAY... weird right... well friday morning ang dating ni daddy galing Las Piñas eh.. Bonding time?hahaha sine time...hahaha adik no.. We find going to mall and go inside the cinema a new addiction. Well, matatagal tagal na nung nanuod kaming apat together.

Pirates of the Caribbean at world's end - subect matter na may "K" na pag-usap.. gosh ang ganda. Highly appreciated ko siya. Comedy, Drama, Love Story, Action all in one Movie. hay Love it noh.. Favorite part? Siguro nung nagpropose c will(Orlando Bloom) kay Elizabeth (Keira Knightley) ang sweeet...

Ay btw, Got bad mood for a moment kahapon kasi naman offline and DSL... Kakainis kasi naka online c LIAN(frensy) that time at hindi na ako nakapagpaalam.kakainis. Hope to see you soon FRENSY...