Welcome to mt cootah

I only had a 11:30-2:30 class and since they don't have math class plus we're hungry we go out :) thank frank for the lunch,ride and coffee wow it seems you took charge of everything :) hahahaha until next time

i just reckon

sometimes i'm down, sometimes i'm up and for now i'm in the middle. By the way, i'm close to finishing my computing assignment :) i had something in my mind pero tsaka ko na ikwekwento GIRLS pag nag online na lang me(medyo matagal pa yun). hows PRELIM nga pala? napaka-unprivate ng sulat na ito but i just feel like doing a blog since for the past few days my blogs are all about sadness and negative. well, nothing so possitive today but i just want someone to know that:

You don't need to be like him to be love, everyone has the chance to be love. Whatever happened i'm sure you'll learn from what's happening right now. Just let things happen, you can't push it anyways. Whatever you do to drag things off, the end part is you'll see yourself feeling the feeling you hate.

FYI : sa mga nasabihan ko about disregarding love and future love, pardon me. Those thinking is just temporary, who knows the next months i'll feel like being the cinderella again and believe with such happily ever after things again. I just want to drop those thinking for now and focus on my self. Those things can wait instead. So yun, don't worry i still see myself holding someone's hand :) Napagod lang si JAY to look and wait for him. I just let him find his way towards me, just make him self sure na he'll ready to the worst possible thing with me. by the way, don't get me wrong about those past comments or blogs i did, hindi sa malungkot ako sa developments niyo its just that malungkot ako cause i'm not with you at those time :( kung kayo rin ang lalagay sa sitwasyon ko i'm sure you'll feel the same.

GUYS: just enjoy the ride and i'm pretty sure its a worth ride. We might be miles apart but our destination is pointing at one direction. kita kits SOON

TUESDAY

Haggard ang araw na ito, ang hirap maging school girl. i had ang evening class today(6-9). nakakapagod ang evening class :( well tomorrow i hope i'll finish one assessment so i can move on to another one :) good luck saakin. By the way, GOOD luck kay joy at bebe Prelims nio na sa FEU right? good luck :)

nakakasawa ng mabuhay

here i am again, gosh, nothing new! everything is so plain, so dull. ang boring talaga ng buhay ko, wala man lang bago. lugar lang ang nagbago pero my role? as usual, the bookish school girl na walang alam gawin kundi imeet ang deadline ng assessment. kamusta naman ako right? English lang ang salita pero lahat ng kung ano ako sa pinas ganun pa rin. hay, what if i die? is someone shed a tears on my coffin? is someone gonna miss me? is someone grieve about my lose? well i doubt. Wala naman may pakialam saakin. meron nga bang nagmahal? siguro kahit kaunti naman meron, kung wala nga kawawa naman ako diba?

i wish i can drag the time. yung tipong june 2011 na, gragrad na ako at magtratrabaho pagkatapos magkakapera na ako. ang tanong, do i want to come back to philippines? the answer is OF COURSE the only doubt is will someone come with me going back or i'll fly back with no life as usual. hay, ang buhay nga naman ni jay, walang kakulay kulay. Kaya nga sabi ng editor, wala raw romance it's as same as saying walang thrill ang buhay ko na sobrang boring. nakakapagod na. sana lamunin na lang ako ng lupa para mawala na ako.

anong gagawin ko? iiyak! waaah nakakapagod na yun, masakit lang sa puso. sana kaya ko tumakbo ng mabilis, yung hindi na humihinto para makalimutan ko lahat ng masakit at malungkot na bagay sa buhay ko. i wish it's just as simple that :( :( :( :(

what's hard

yesterday i was so depress that everything i read or see was so against me. hay mali na ata ang mga nangyayari. well, i just graduated today kaya i'm so happy! tomorrow will be the start of my TWO weeks holiday :) ang saya no? i'll spend my holiday looking for job para hindi ako naprapraning. well dati pa naman akong praning alam ko yun but this one is different. whatever happens to everyone hmmmmmmm just be it. i can't say anything because i promise to shut up. this is what i chose kaya magdusa ako. actually nahohomesick ako dahil sa UAAP, totoo! malapit ng magsimula and the sad this is i won't able to watch it every just on TV :(

lahat na lang ng gawin ko mali

sorry para saakin kasi everything don't go on my way :(

@reg: sorry, sorry, sorry sorry sorrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

i won't say anything from now on. i shut my mouth :( i think this one will be better T.T

lalaki ka ba?

I really don't understand what the hell you guys thinking. Alam niyo yun guys, ang tagal mong pinag dasal tapos in just one clap bigla, bulaga, go mahal kita pero please umalis ka na. Did it make sense?

Pocholo Sangalang: i dare you, wag kang umupo sa sulok. Be a man to stand for what you believe is right. wag ka ngang tanga, once you throw something mean it. don't let one person decide, kung hindi ka magbibigay ng isang malakas na dahilan para mag take ang isa ng risk do something to let her say YES. ano ba naman yan, hindi pa man nakakapag-umpisa umayaw na kayo bigla.

Maybe there're no prince charming, knight and shining armor or any guy fantasy because in reality lahat sila puro duwag. Wala naman lalaking haharap saiyo and kneel down and beg a girl. meron ba? damn them, they do sweet nothing for SHOW. wala kayong kwentang nilalang! sana hindi na lang kayo nagexist cause you just make women's life complicated. wla naman kayong alam kundi lust. did you even care to know what love is? marunong ba kayo noon? well, i doubt and i always doubt.

from now on, i won't believe any lies from you GUYS not unless you'll give me a fair enough reason to drop this image of you guys. ADIOS. get a life and get LOST