LOOK BEYOND REALITY

I've been viewing this world for 17 yrs and i'm looking forward to count more.yep, life sometimes is hard to deal with but the fact is : Life is hard when you let it to be HARD. I read so many books that really inspire me and made me see the real objective of LIFE. Hey, look yourself infront of the mirror and try to observe yourself, are you contented to what you see? Read this fact: Humans have too many insecurities but when you convert those insecurities to acceptance you'll realize that insecurity comes to a person who's never contented with the way his life go.Yes, i,myself have so much insecurities but i learn to value myself as i travel and search the real meaning of myself. I'm DIFFERENT, so what?! We're created with each uniqueness thats why no one entitle to ask why are you like that? You live in this world not to please everyone but to value yourself more and more.

You know what? I'm proud to say that before anyone else in this world i always make myself FIRST.Yep selfish comes to your mind right? but hey analyze it very clearly. I opt to make myself in first list of my priority because i believe you can't do something without making your self realize every love you can give to others. If i don't prioritize myself I can't extend my hand to others who indeed need my Help. If i gave everything i have who'll give me strength to capture more life? Remember that yourself is the most important! There's nothing wrong in putting self in first priorities. You'll eventually feel tired,restless and unhappy but if you learn to value yourself and appreciate some mistakes you made i can perfectly say you live your live to its fullest. Problems, mistakes, Sadness, Tired, failure are some facts in this world that we need to accept. Hello? without those "nega" things in this world i don't think a person will be better. Failure comes but learn to stand for a person has chances as long as he live in this world. View life in its simplest form for you to take it slowly but perfectly ok.

SHARE: If you'll just watch my family you'll say i belong to a happy family but one fact i'll reveal : we have our differences as human and particularly belief in life. Despite those differences my dad accept it at the same time we value the freedom he had given us. Maybe that's one secret for a family to work. Learn to lend your ear and apply some thoughts that can help you deal with your own world plus communication counts the most. Hold each others hand in times of trouble and value the trust each one gives.

FACT: In times of burden FRIENDS and FAMILY hold you and give you the best care. They're the one who'll guide you to the best direction at that that you don't view it clearly. They'll made you feel appreciated. So treasure them the way you treasure yourself for they're the most important wealth a human will have.

Ang BIlis ng Panahon

I still remember my first day at school those embarassing moments i have and of course those pretty happy days with friends. i'm a unique individual(i do admit it)but my life doesn't have that huge difference with those normal human being. i go to school, read book sometimes, i watch t.v.(not that much na ngayon) and chit chat with friends(until now).
i'm blessed that my parents send me to good school, provide me the best needs and give me all my neccessity. but family won't be enough(admit it).friends come as i go to school i met so many different individual.my school is different from others(since kinder hanggang grumaduate ako ng highschool dun ako nag-aaral),because there's no section.magkakasama na kami nung mga classmates ko(ung orig ha)since kinder and the familiarity is like ung familiarity mo sa family.mas pa sa isang kaibigan ung turingan namin(like sister or brother na).though may mga ibang pumapasok(luckily nakakaride cla sa mga kagaguhan namin)AS THEY LIVE THEIR SCHOOL LIFE WITH US, naaadopt narin nila ung ugali meron kami. we truely enjoy each days we live together.but sad to say we had our goodbye(huhuhu).grumaduat kami na we had prove to everyone na nagju-judge sa ability namin na we're strong,unique,smart and talented individual.
after a year,here we are,same old adiks parin.though i admit may nagbago.we became more mature with the way we handle our own life.though ung iba we seldom reach still we believe everytime they look those photos we have,they just sit down and wish that hopefully those times will just back.
SENIORS(2005-2006)MISS KO NA KAYO(kayo ung inspiration ko sa lahat ng gingawa ko)
SALAMAT!

A BIG THANKS♥

Friends serve as one of the most treasured creature created by HIM. Life seems so easy having the worthy ones in your life and given another chance to live in this world, I’ll still choose to be with them. My life has its own dramas but with them my own dramas seems to look not that heavy because having them is like having clowns at the party or a dog who just sit and listen when you talk or a doll willing to wipe my tears. The treasure I’m willing to keep as long as i am alive.

♥CHEN♥ ~ I love this girl so much. (No one had the right to ask me why cause everyone can love her more than I can.) BHE though i can't be what you expect from me I’m sure I made you SMILE for some reason, CRY when i think you need one, LAUGH most of the time pag nasa dorm (sana). We’ve been together for 13 yrs though back 6 yrs from now we're not that close. I call this friendship "compatible". We felt safe and comfortable, I think I am. Thanks bhe for everything, from that simple smile you gave me to those times i don't trust my self you're there. Grabe itong taong ito,hindi niya ako iniwan kahit na puro katangahan ang ginagawa ko she never attempt and i thank her for that. I respect the fact na sometimes you want your personal dilemma be kept at one side and when you think it's the right time to reveal those thoughts you have I’m glad you choose to share it to me. SALAMAT ng maraming-marami.bhe tuloy-tuloy lang tayo kahit madapa isa man sa atin alam ko na one of our hand will reach the other one. Wag kang mag-alala may nakalaan sa isa saating lahat just enjoy this ride for God has its own PLAN.

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♥GEORGE♥ ~ I'm bless to have you friend. Our friendship is a living proof na first impression won't last. We get along so well unexpectedly. Nakaantabay siya sa tabi ko nung mga times na grabe ang mga kagagahan ko. Kung hindi niya sinabi ung isang bagay na mahalaga sa akin baka tumagal pa ang pagkatanga ko. Thanks! We started the friendship by simple conversation every after class with other friends. Actually we're not aware na sobrang mahal na namin ung isa't isa kasi sobrang bilis ng mga pangyayari. Never had a clash as far as i'm concern. Similar kami sa way ng pagtanggap sa hamon ng buhay, we hate pride to catch our feelings. We accept defeats and ready to be strong for the next one. Sometimes we love loneliness cause it's our way to reflect ourselves, analyze some things and ask ourselves did i do something wrong? I treasure this friendship kasi i want you to stay not just you but i choose you cause i simply love the way you love me. No matter what others think who you are i just stick to what i believe who you are. I love the way you make me laugh. Prangka naman ako sa lahat ng tao pero when I’m with his company sobrang I don't worry anything cause he made me feel comfortable. Masarap ung way ng pagtretreasure niya ng kaibigan.Alam mo naman na lagi lang akong nandian sa tabi mo. Kahit anong mangyari may bagyo man, late man ako o maraming ginagawa hahanap ako ng paraan makapunta lang sa mga masasayang stop over ng buhay mo pero remember I’m willing to give sermon kahit saan kapag alam kong may mali na! Love you so much. Thanks sa lahat.

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♥LIAN♥ ~ Grabe ang pinagdaanan namin nito. We fight with some issues pero I do respect her side like I said dun sa first blog ko sa multiply I admit there are changes but I won't let changes wipe away those cheerful days of this relationship na alam ko started not that good. Remember MOON LIGHT OVER PARIS? yan yung id niya sa vpress namin sa computer class every banjing time.Actually hindi kami ung unang naging friends si JOY and unang friend niya and since then we had the chance to talk some sensitive part ng life namin. Though we had the so-called "away" i do believe na we grow from those rocky days of our friendship. We share so many things in life from the simplest thought about showbiz chismis to our own simple private problems. We often do the unpredictable ones hahaha. FYI, we're one of the best commentators in a basketball games(hahaha).Sa mga talks over the phones narerealize namin na may mga bagay na nabubuo sa wala.From a simple nothing talks we end the talks with some conclusion na highlight or can touch some scene of SENIORS life. We love our own way of showing we care, we love the way na binabara namin ang isa't isa, iniinis at inaasar. We love the transparancy. Kahit na gaano karami ung mga difference sa life natin i know somehow someday we'll reach for each others hand and just go on without looking back from those old mistakes we made.Life is so short na kailangan nating mag give way sa lahat ng mga bagay na kailangang mag pass by sa life ng isa't isa.Ang importante hindi ka nakakalimot na kahit mawalan ng essence lahat ng nandito sa mundo ung sinasabi mong LOVE ay mananatiling makabuluhan sa lahat. Thanks for opening my heart and mind from a reality. Thanks for teaching me how to fight and be brave though you don't have any idea how. SALAMAT. Remember:"kahit ikaw bumitaw na ako still nakahawak parin sa iyo I’ll just wait for my turn kasi alam ko naman na kahit anong mangyari magkakaayos at magkakaayos parin tayo." LOVE yah!
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♥SYGS♥ ~ I still remember high school days, after class may chikahan at kalokohan sessions kami nila sygs with joy (palibhasa may sundo). We laugh with our own kababawan, like the childish actions and enjoy having each others company. Now that we have to go on with our lives separately we try but seldom though if given a chance we talk though it’s just simple hi or musta (corridors ng FEU ang witness).Grabe no parang kailan lang tawa lang tayo ng tawa sa lahat ng kagaguhan natin ngayon we have to face the real world (ows).Basta stay what you are pero remember there’re limitations to each joyful times na naeencounter mo. Sana given a chance meet tayo just like the old times: laugh, eat and talk. Grabe miss ko na ung fishballan session Plus boys hunting(child abuse). Miss yah and see yah soon!

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♥GE-GE♥ ~ ukiniman! musta? One year = katutak na PINAGDAAN + Katambak na KALOKOHAN + katerbang KATATAWANAN. Maikli man ung pinagsasamahan I’m looking forward to count more years with you. She’s somewhat like the three of us(obvious ba we enjoy our bonding times sa dorm noh?) nila bhe at TOY2. We know each others worst mood and happiest limited moments. Love to do so much talk with this girl cause we enjoy talking and talking and talking. Kaming apat sa dorm may kanya-kanyang ka weirdohan pero sobrang nasasakyan naming at minsan naadopt. Pare kaya natin si MONSTER (hehehe) kahit maraming bago dapat standing straight parin. Lupit ng mga napagdaanan naming sa loob ng isang taon at this coming School year katutak na mga energy drink ang sasagupain natin. Kaya natin toh tol mapa hubaran man o taguan, tilian man o iyakan, gaguhan at seryosohan, sa labas man o sa loob, pagod man o nasobrahan ng tulog, may exams man o wala, rushing ours sa excel o chikahan lang sa labas, may lyrics man o basta na lang, prelim,midterm o finals man PUSOY DOS lang ang Katapat. See yah soon. Love yah.

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♥BABY♥ ~ can't forget the day we get along with(grade 6). Valedictorian ng batch namin and i'm so proud kasi friend ko siya,well she deserves it.Thanks baby kasi you've been so consistent you never fail to update us or do some chitchat(through cp and yahoo messanger!).One year na kaming di nagkikita pero di parin siya nag babago. Still remember nung forth year tayo sobrang gulong-gulo ka which school you'll choose and i keep reminding you na if i'm in your position i'll never think twice and choose ATENEO(alam ko namang DREAM school mo yon eh).God! she's one of our batch pride!Mapa stunts man, feasibility studies, kopyahan man,inis man kay gudong(fyi, sa kanya nagsimula ung tawag na gudong dun sa physics teacher namin kasi namin di niya mabigkas ang DUGONG,weird no?),dramahan para makatakas sa chinese class,lunch break magkasama kami.Thanks baby kasi you made your promise na kahit magkalayo man tayo you'll still get in touch and happily you made it sobrang i appreciate it.Love you so much.Kaya man yan alam ko.hopefully i'll see you soon and soon we'll watch an ateneo game together and together shout "ONE BIG FIGHT!"

Contentment is important but having them is like having all the treasure a world have(exaggerated as you think but yes this is what i fee`l).Jackpot ako mga PARE tatandaan niyo Mahal na Mahal ko kayo.Salamat sa pagdaan niyo at pagchoose na mag stay cause you fill the missing part that GOD provide for everyone na masasabing kakailanganin ko.THANKS!♥

Flashback

Those innocent times of our lives together, playing session every break, the simple naughty things we does.Those are simple things but yet the most unforgettable times of our lives. A relationship that last for 12 yrs and counting. Imagine sa dami ng tao sa Tarlac eh tayo ung magkakasama at bless tayo na sa 10 natira eh solid parin ung identiting nasimulan natin.Marami man damating at umalis isa lang ang napatunayan ko we live our lives to its Fullest.

Ang daming nating pinagdaan nung elementary days natin.Ung mga kalokohang di natin alam kung paano natin nalampasan.Though at that time we're not that intact we manage to fix those petty childhood days of our lives. I can't forget ung sinabi ni ma'am mamaril,isa sa mga terror na teacher sa b.i. na napalambot namin sa aking ka-anghelan namin(ows),"this Batch is compose of talented and smart individual".I,myself can prove to you that it's true.Though we're the naughtiest batch, we have proven our worth at that early stage of our lives.

HIGHSCHOOL...Hanep,puta the biest.. hahaha dito namin napatunayan na destined kami together.Maraming bagong kakalase na hanep sa kaswakan sa pag-uugali meron kame. As time goes by we learn so many things about each and everyone that we continouesly love until now.From the coniest jokes, to simple mathematical Formula na pilit na binibigyan ng kakaibang kahulugan at sa mga lumalalang kalokohan na ginawa natin.

Still remember our first year,naku laman kami ng usapan sa faculty,ang sakit ng ulo si sir qui sa mga kalokohan na naririnig niya sa ibang co-teachers niya.example,suki ng kagaguhan namin si ma'am CALUB...(hahaha)mabibilang sa kamay kung ilang beses siya hindi muntik na naatake samin.pano naman kasi di kami nakikinig,parang may ibang mundo kaming ginagalawan.Kahit honor student join sa kalokohan.Remember c Robert minura c ma'am.tsk tsk tsk!grabe no? pero kay sir qui(adviser namin for 2 yrs) matino kami kasi math ang subject.Ito lang ang pinagmamalaki namin at that time na kahit anong mangyari di kami nangongopya. Ang intrams nang mga oras na iyon eh parang laro.

Second yr..wala lang walang ganong nangyari that time.Bagong klasmate si lian, cellito,rouzes,shiella.Hari nanaman ang mga veterans at makakaganti na ung last year transferees. Would you believe na pinagkaisahan namin si Cellito nung talumpati namin.Pano naman kasi kaaway siya ng buong batch kasi maarte daw siya.pano? after ng talumpati niya walang nag-clap ng hands for her piece naku katakot takot na sermon kay mam antalan(backer).No issue about ma'am CALUB kasi di siya nilagay sa amin pano sinumbong namin siya na nagtetext lang sa klase at wala single days na di kami na shashut-up o putang-ina sa kanya.haaay buhay!

THIRD year,bye sir qui(di na namin siya adviser).Adviser namin si ma'am sapdoy,ayos kaya na sa intrams. We enjoy our stay with her.She joins the kagaguhan at trip meron kami.We call her chief,hahaha still remember?Ang lalim ng pinagsamahan namin.Sa isang taon na you we fight those ups and downs of our life as a group.Thogh di na namin adviser si sir bogs still nakaantabay siya sa laban ng buhay namin.Can't forget those times na nagwowalk out si chief kasi ang tamad magpraktis ng mga boys for intrams tapos nag-aaway away pa pero nandun si sir bogs para ayusin at tapusin ang mga nasimulan na.He unite us as one at sqa pagdating ng competition buo tayong ipapakita sa lahat na ito kami. We thought everything is under control sa pag pasok ng Final year namin together.

FOURTH YEAR...The best sa lahat ng taon.Intact na kami as one!kahit anong baho ng isa alam namin.no worries behind kasi tanggap namin ang isa't isa.ang kaibahan nga lang wala ung mga taong inaasahan natin nandian to back us up.Lahat ng terror teacher wala na(huhuhu)anghel kami nung mga un pano naman kasi no dull moments pag sa klase namin noh.hay ang sarap ng life saamin.Sa panahon na ito namin napatunayan na kahit anong mangyari ISA kami.Saktan mo ang isa kalaban mo ang lahat.We felt bad kasi kala namin malalim ung pinagsamahan namin ni chief pero hindi pala.Dahil sa mga competition sa skul na buwag ung samahan namin.At sa dami-rami ng maninira saami siya pa.Alam niya ang Hiling hiling namin bago umalis sa B.I.,"ang magrepresent ng school sa cher mania".simple pero ang hirap abutin.We fight for our pride,dream as one,pray for everyone,love each one every day, prove our worth to them and manage to stand up though they drop us down.Piling mga tao ang naag-titiwalaan namin.Isa lingon mo lang may mali ka na.Ang hirap gumalaw at that time isabay mo pa na major subjects namin sila.Pinatunayan namin sa kahit gipitin nila kami kaya nain at kahit sa bandang huli napatunayan namin na tama si ma'am mamaril.Ginaipit man kami sa academics nakalusot parin.Wala silang masasabi kasi we made B.I proud at our time sa dmi ng gold na napanalo ni Wilson,Regina,Coy at ibang medals from our very own classmate.Walang sinabi ung mga ibang malalaking schools sa tarlac nung times namin.Intrams made our batch controversial, we have the best trainor but we lost our confidence sa dami ng pressure na binigay nila saamin. kasabay ng practice ung mga ibang competition at entrance test.we never had our time to practice as one.Pagod sa mga DEAD lines at requirements.one week before competition nararatel na kami.Isa-isa bumibigay na pero thanks sa mga boys na nag buboost ng morale ng lahat.mahigpit ang lahat pero lumaban kami at sa bandang Huli eh kami parin ang nakangiti.we manage to win and be the over-all champ.But the worst part is they never recognize those achievements we had(first time in history).lupit noh?at sad to say we never experience to represent our school sa cheer mania(YES WE GRADUATE WITHOUT EXPERIENCING THOSE THINGS)sad noh?Pero all out smile parin kami nung graduation,kahit di natapos ang pagpapahirap samin after intrams we STAND tall,wave our goodbyes with honor and shout our one Big fight with pride(our favorite line came from a big university that inspire us...Ateneo) thanks guys for shedding those tears with us.i love you all.

One year after here we are though we have different life but still we communicate.Seldom say hello and never had those things used to be but still we laugh to those things we used to laugh,call each one like the way we do.thanks for staying cause i believe we're destined as One..thanks for those wonderful days we shared together.

First one

First write for my first blog...hahaha mukhang maganda ang linggong ito(ows).btw, summer is fine but sad to know that its just how many steps away to end. huhuhu though it far from the usual summer days i enjoy this unique way of making days summer more different.hay kainis matatapos na ang maliligayang araw :( osha i'll just enjoy the minutes left and make those minutes fruitful..