i keep praying for my granted wish

today is the happiest day... it's god's answer in my prayer

early morning, while having our breakfast, to be honest i can't remember how the conversation came to the issue of allowing me to go abroad to study, my dad ask me "masaya ka pa ba sa course mo?" i respond so quickly with my head saying my answer 'NO'. my mom immediately protest but as my dad saying o cge punta ka na dun with my sister saying oo punta ka na dun. my mom can't protest anymore and said her 'o cge na nga bahala kayo.' hay salamat. God is really great. i hope my aunt respond so quickly and everything,hoping, will fall under my favor. i'm crossing my fingers.

my prayer

Dear GOD,

I've been blessed with so much in my life. I constantly express how thankful i am about every little things that you shared to me. Though sometimes i felt unworthy having everything, i continuously try my best to be worthy. Having the people who love me really mean to me. They've been my inspiration, strength, and reason. Though sometimes i hate them for loving me too much that sometimes i felt i'm not trusted into something i'm into, at the end of the day i simply see the challenge to prove what i believe. As i grow up, my parents respect my ability to decide which makes me feel proud. But later on, one issue made me think about their trust. I've been vocal about not enjoying the chosen field. I gather my strength to tell the feeling straight to my mom and dad. The result made me felt more depress for learning that they fully trust me and believe me to finish the field i'm persuing. I admit the fact that it's my fault because i let them believe something right now i can't grant. Being happy in something really mean to me in terms of choosing. I thought i still can but as months go on i learn about what i really want to be. Being able to study outside the country was been the greatest dream remembering that it's my main reason why i want to study in manila to prepare myself. I keep telling my mom and dad how badly i want to go abroad to study since my aunt is been willing to support and help me. I'm just asking for 3 yrs away from them. During summer vacation, my dad seems to be curious about what i'll be taking when i'll go to australia, without thinking twice i happily answered, 'graphic design'. I can say daddy will be willing to support me only if mama will be convince to leave what i had started here and allow me to start everything outside the country. I keep telling them i'm willing to sacrifice as always. I keep crossing my fingers for a future realization of my mama and daddy in an issue that later on can change my life. I'm hoping. I'll keep on praying for their decision. I know that you're not just putting me in a situation where i can't have everything despite i'm going to fail. I know i can make things possitive because i believe in you. You've been my great mentor, the first person who believes in me in everything. Thanks for everything. For making me strong after storm, for making me brave after i lost, for making me better after crying. I failed you too many times but i believe i made you proud for so many reasons. Thanks for giving me each day to prove.

26

haha let's talk about 26. what does 26 mean? let me enumerate it.

1. It's George's birthday(october 26) - - - > tanda mo na! alam mo ko yan!
2. Oct. 26,2005 general practice - - - > alam niyo ito guys! dramatic event ng batch natin.
3. First kiss ni ann - - - > atin - atin lang ha. nice sew!
4. We break School rules - - - > it's the only way to save OUR batch PRIDE
5. Spice got really mad - - - > walk out effect. tapos kabalik niya may dalang food!
6. Araw ng pandaraya - - - > alam niyo ito guys. third year(batch 2007) give a clean cut about their so called routine kuno! hahaha(bitter parin?)
7. Effort talaga - - - > pinakita talaga nang mga guys na they really wanted to win and they love OUR batch.
8. Pinaghalong pagod at puso - - - > kahit na pagod na still all out practice for the BIG night next day. kahit gabi na todo parin just to finish the routine.
9. Sa gitna ng tensyon may patawa parin - - - > friend, ito ung the BEST, despite the drama akalain mong naisip pa nila sew at justin na ioffer ang black bra ng mom at kapitid nila.
10. One great unity - - - > despite the fact na lumilitaw na ung mga kontrabida still we stick to each other. Spice didn't leave our side, from the start of the practice up to out winning DAY. syempre ma'am LALA didn't give up for as well.

-Guys i really miss everything happen when we're Forth year highschool. isa lang ito sa mga memorable days. Since george gave us a visit here in our house, parang naging fresh lahat ung memory. haha wala lang naalala lang namin ung mga MOMENTS. of course, di mawawala ang panunuod ng video nung cheering! kahit ilang ulit panoorin, ganun parin ung feeling, it's like we just saw it from the very first time.

ONE MORE CHANCE.yehey

Basha:I just made a choice
Popoy:And you choose to break my heart

"i wanna stop wondering what if, i want to know now what is"-BASHA

"at the end of the day even though things have changed, somethings remain the same"-MARK

"sana kaya ko rin sabihin sa'yo na masaya ako para sa iyo, para sa inyo"-BASHA

"kasi ang totoo umaasa pa rin akong sabihin mong,sana ako pa rin, ako na lang, ako na lang ulit"-BASHA

"She loved me at my worst, you had me at my best" - POPOY

Basha:I just made a choice
Popoy:And you choose to break my heart

"Baka kaya tayo iniiwan ng mga taong mahal natin kasi baka mayron bagong darating na mas okay. na mas mamahalin tayo, ung taong 'di tayo sasaktan at paaasahin. ung nag-iisang taong magtatama ng mga mali sa buhay natin." - POPOY

"Minsan it's better to two people to break up so they can grow up. It takes growing up to make relationship work." - MARK

"Hindi naman nagbago 'yon eh, i'm not just sure if love is enough" - POPOY

Trish: mahal mo ba ako?
Popoy: trish, alam mong mahal kita
Trish: mahal mo ba siya?
Popoy: hindi ko kayang makita kang nasasaktan